Corrupt Providence

You test the freedom of speech a person has and it doesn't disappoint you. It's quite strange, all of it. The mental designs that can be made out of nothing and for no reason are tremendous and you don't understand why out of all people it has to be you. It really doesn't make sense all of it. How few social media apps differ from other social media apps. For you they were all the same, but it turned out they aren't. You had your theories about them, and after witnessing the truth you still have theories but it doesn't really matter after what happened to you and after what you underwent. It's not about freedom of speech actually, because freedom of speech come after right to live. Here, first, even right to live is in question. The world was almost perfect with all its imperfections, turns out all the so called  imperfections and even monstrosities are intricately planned and not due to some reason but due to want of sadistic pleasure of those who have the control. The wheel of time must keep moving and for it to move it needs sacrifices, which are made, not as sacrifices but as a fuel for the machine of productivity and consumption, though the actual truth is that running the wheel of time and the machine of production and consumption is a decoy for mindless torture for sadistic pleasure and exploitation for materialistic gains. It's not that it happens, because it would be pretty normal looking at the history of the world, but the level of existence it happens on. People's lives and deaths are in hands of incompetent idiots, at least in this country I don't know about other countries. It's slavery with tiers of existence and majority of it is mathematical until it isn't. When it isn't mathematical it is the whims of the powerful whose power is invisibility and inescapable control over people with no evidence of slavery and none of the control except for subjective experiences. Who would have thought this can be the case in the modern days? But it is actually the case. It's an anarchy. And it's totalitarianism in the hands of despotic individuals who choose their targets for satisfying their sadism and depravities from among the slaves who aren't even aware that they are slaves. Is it a rebellion if the authority cannot even be seen? And rebellion for what? What's even the point of the rebellion when the structure can control every single thing about people including their thoughts and breaths. It's unfortunate that it's populated by rapists and extortionists but we all know that absolute power corrupts absolutely.