Excuses for Pleasures of a Different Kind

What boggled your mind is the extreme materialism in a country rooted in spiritual and philosophical traditions. True, philosophy doesn't really fill stomachs but then the question becomes whether this amount of materialism is really required when the control over people is absolute? The truth however is that the ones in control are addictied to sadism and depravity just like a drug addict is addicted to drugs. These despotic individuals are entitled and spoilt and they have the habit of riding on the backs of the slaves while at the same time torturing them and ultimately killing them. It's just mind blowing how much hatred is present for no reason and how much people are discriminated against without them ever realising that they are being discriminated against but then what can one expect if the control is in hands of individuals who are addicted to exploitation, rape and sadistic torture just like a drug addict is addicted to drugs, plus they are entitled and spoilt too. Hatred and discrimination might be just defences that had been cultivated to as a means of survival or there might be other more complicated reasons, and it might also be so that there are no reasons for this hatred and discrimination and it's just a result of being spoilt, entitled and snobbery. The control is such that it betrays slavery, even though majority of people aren't really aware of it. It depends on perspective though, arrangement can be made such that a person's worldview can be made aberrant. What would be my worldview? Since the past decade and in retrospect even before that I have only seen exploitation and exploitative individuals trying to entrap me and sabotage me. What would or should be my worldview? I have seen that the segregation and discrimination is based on cognitive abilities and knowledge information which is okay until it is realised that it is all intentional and in short by directly limiting people's cognitive abilities and and access to knowledge. So, for those who are ill fated enough to experience direct sabotage and torture and others too there is direct limiting of mental faculties and cognitive abilities and prevention from access to knowledge. There is one fault about this system of sabotage and entrapment however, that it depends on social life of a person and it gives away that it's not some supernatural, divine or demonic arrangement but a neuropolitical one. The IPRs of people are directly controlled and through it their lives. The approach of sabotage is simple, create a false fact or false truths and take that false truth or fact as a reference for torturing the individual and creation of new false truth. I became aware of the structure, and I despite its clear signs was stupid enough to take a decade to realise the purely materialistic nature of this structure. The sabotage was already on for me, but my imagination was not blocked, presumably for the entertainment of the individuals who were sabotaging me, later with my tryst with short lived and mostly unintentional fame I was discriminated against for my grammar and region and social class, and this happened when I actually wasn't even interested in class mobility, at least of the kind that was implied in my case. An onslaught of discrimination and torture began for me and that made me realise that the individuals involved are so materialistic that they are not even aware of the other perspectives despite having direct access to them. The discrimination began at a broad level at first for me and then it localised. And that made me realise that these individuals micromanage the personal lives of people and rape, torture, extort, exploit and murder them on their whims. That it's not some divine providence that controls the fate of people but a bunch of extremely materialistic criminals who write destinies of people. They aren't even smart enough to even understand the perspectives of people whom they oppress and discriminate against and I would suppose this is not even a priority as it is a zero sum game in which the control, on the party which only loses and gains nothing, is absolute. It's an absolutely totalitarian setup in which the individuals in control do things through people and then shift the blame of things they have done through them on people itself and then they get an excuse to torture people for which the real reason is satisfying the ego, power trip, a depraved and sadistic pleasures of various kinds. In my case it was individualised and focused sabotage, the reason for it I still am not aware of but it can be that I had attributes that made me suitable for sadistic torture and overt discriminatory oppression and of course the actually baseless hatred having its imaginary base in delusionally perceived attributes in me. Though all the discussion ends once when one realises that it's direct slavery at a level at which there is no escape or freedom possible ever.