Paranoia Ramble

I have been feeling a control over my life since more than a decade whereas the control has been there for much longer than that. The main approach is disabling people mentally and physically, draining their finances, manipulating their relationships and torturing them psychologically and physically while at the same time keeping them deluded. The idiocy has been tremendous and it looks like I made some enemies when I do not remember making any. It took me time to realise that these individuals are rapists and extortionists who have access to minds, bodies, thoughts, sensations and consciousnesses and memories of people. The threshold is pretty low in this country, what can one say. This is direct slavery and there is nothing that can be done about that. I suffered tremendously and only because I was a good and reasonable person. I don't know about the structure, whether it's the government or the deep state or something else together, all I know that this structure rapes, murders, tortures and exploits people and families on its whims. The idiots who are in this structure are idiots and so deep in rape and depravity that they have no proper understanding of reality. In 2016 it was tried to induce psychosis in me and the effort continued till 2021. There was no reason for it all. Internet was used as a tool for gaslighting, which wouldn't have been successful of there wasn't a neurological component to it. I had thought it was cyberbullying, and it might be too, but then I remember the joke: "cyberbullying? Just turn off the computer!" I realised that everything is fake. I had faith in the justice system, in the media, in the nation. Turns out everything is just for show and people's lives are micromanaged directly. People are prevented from studying, passing exams, gaining skills and then they are tortured. It's direct slavery where people's lives are directly manipulated. In my case so much fatigue and physical torture was pumped into me that I became senseless and then my mind and body were possessed. Majority of thoughts in my head aren't mine. My cognitive functions and memory are disabled, in fact it's been around seventeen years since they have been disabled, and I get tortured both psychologically and physically day and night. The reason? I still don't know the reason. I really didn't take myself that seriously, but one cannot help if someone else takes you seriously. The individuals who have access to minds of people in this country are despotic and genocidal rapists who believe totalitarian micromanaging of personal lives of people. They think of people as their property, and everyone except them is essentially a refugee in this country who can be made to lose all his assets, belongings and finances just based on whims of these assholes. In 2004, I wanted to go to US, but later in life I realised that shit is the same everywhere. Even in US such cases of needless torture are present, one case particularly I noticed of a government servant whose daughter was neurologically tortured for something that his father did. In my case it was tried to make me an imposter but I have a habit of cutting out the crap so it couldn't happen. Overt attempts were made to prevent me from studying and taking exams in addition to disabling my mind and memory. Things like my class 12th score, my PMT score, my bachelors stream of study were exploited. Thoughts were first inserted in my head and then I was blackmailed for them. I was blackmailed for my secrets, which actually aren't that important. When these things are exploited you know that these individuals are criminals and the slavery is direct. The funny thing is that none of it was required. One approach used that my bad attributes were magnified, which aren't many, and my good attributes were minimised. My life was manipulated in such a way which is akin to putting blinders on the eyes. There was cognitive manipulation was such that I had only few options to choose from, and majority of the times these options were none of what I wanted to choose from. The truth is that these things can't be understood until one subjectively experiences them. There is forceful manipulation of consciousness where a person can't think about anything else except what is pumped in their heads, despite not wanting to think about those things, and then the person is neurologically, physically and psychologically tortured for thinking about the things which he had no choice but to think about, because his consciousness has been forced to think about these things. These individuals are habituated to rape, murder and torturing people and derive dopamine from humiliating and torturing people and they design humiliation and ruins of people and families just for the sake of enjoyment. There is no law, law is just something that prolongs suffering of people. This country is corrupt at the deepest and highest possible level and there is no salvation.