Samvidhan Blues

You have your ideas about what controls lives of people. And not a long back you thought that structure to be benevolent. Truth is, why wouldn't you think that, as this structure has and exercises God level powers on people, or should I say citizens. Your delusions got broken when you realised that the real truth of this world is power, sex, money and resources. It took you some time to digest that, as you are not that kind of a person. You like order and rule of law. But truth remains the truth, it's power, sex, money and resources. Things started to happen to you and gradually took a turn towards blackmail, intimidation, threatening and extortion, along with attempts to frame you at every step of your life. Naturally the first thought that crossed your mind was what have you even done to deserve that, but no answer was given. You then saw your life in retrospect and realised that these individuals torture, frame, rape and murder people based on their whims and just for fun. The scope of discussion ends then and there once one realises that these individuals torture, frame, rape and murder people just for the kicks of it. You can smell the entitlement of these spoilt assholes and you can see the idiocy and incompetence. There is no scope deliberation after you realise the real nature and character of this structure. It was disappointing how simple all of it was. Anybody would be disappointed. You open your crown chakra and you see power, sex, money and resources as social currency and you see unchecked rape, extortion, exploitation, framing, intimidation and murder flourishing. You see discrimination on the basis of literally anything in a systematic manner at the highest and deepest level that it can exist, not even today, but ever. When you see that, you realise that God doesn't really exist and people are at the mercy of depraved and criminals rapists and extortionists. You really thought you were going cray. That your subconscious was acting up. There was discrimination and ridicule based on grammar, English, social class and region, and ultimately you realise that these individuals discriminate on the basis of anything under the sun. They torture people for their looks, their sicknesses, their handicaps, their traumas. In short they ridicule, discriminate against, exploit and torture a handicapped person for being handicapped, and they freely indulge in victim blaming. In fact they not only blame the victim for being the victim but also torture him for that. They induce imposter syndrome and survivor's guilt into people. This structure works day and night to torture people and exploit them. They drain finances of families so that they can't become stable and they break them. It's a gala of sadism, depravity, rape, extortion, exploitation and murder. I got eyes on myself and I paid for it. But in the meanwhile I got to learn about the real character of this nation. The truth is that the very soul of this country is rotten, and all we got to do is to be financially secure and take care of our families and ourselves, because there is no law to save the common people and there is no God. The truth of the world is power dynamic and the level the control exists on the people, the power dynamic would always be in the favour of these individuals. Let's see what was I actively prevented from doing: I was prevented from studying, taking exams, reading non-Indian literature, eating foods like pizzas and croissants, visiting good restaurants. I was made to feel like an anti-national for reading foreign comics, literature and reading about other countries. I didn't deserve to read English and listen to my kind of music. Funny thing, it all started happening when I went to Bihar and went to a specific social media (then networking) platform. It totally boggled my mind how idiotic the individuals who have control of the minds of people in this country are, and how they rape, destroy and murder people just based on their whims and delusions. My woes originate in my home region and probably my hometown and I was marked early, and they have been trying since more than two decades to sabotage me. The amount of effort that has been put in exploiting and sabotaging me and given the power and reach of individuals there is no doubt that they would be successful if not now then later, but in the meanwhile I realised and came to know about the character of the real machine that runs this country. The basics as I said are simple, power, sex, money and resources. People are not only enslaved upto the bones, but also manipulated, humiliated, framed, raped, exploited and tortured freely by these individuals just based on the whims of these individuals. The control is absolute and this structure is the only providence that exists. How I know that? Because there are no miracles and happily ever after in the lives of the poor, and these individuals have snatched the only things the poor had too, that is happiness and culture. This country is ruled by despotic and genocidal rapists and extortionists, who believe in continuously torturing people so that they can experience no happiness whatsoever, and here I was thinking that it was God.