Shankhpushpi

It's just been one reason. At the time of the girl with blonde streaks, at the time of corporate lady at the quiz and at the time of the dude hitting on a supposedly Bangalore babe. It's always been just one reason. One has to realise where their server is. You suppose your server is in the east. It's been intense throughout. You realised the amount of torture that can be inflicted on human souls, but you also realised how soon the soul heals. It's quite understandable if it's the hometown or the whole region for that matter, but the hometown or the region walking around with you is not really understandable. Though by now you realise that there is no particular goal to it. You understand how the things are taken as. The question that presents itself is who the fuck is in control? It's all reflecting very bad on that person. Access to western propaganda and technology is the measure of success here. It's unfortunate. You can go back in time and wonder where is it when things exactly went wrong, not going to lie, when you felt almost invisible looking back in retrospect and realising that you weren't invisible and special attention was being paid on you feels great. Though what doesn't feel great is healthcare being a scam. A decade ago, it happened that a bunch of absolute criminals got access and got to judge shit. The problem is that when you mix shit with anything it makes it shitty. Seeing the past you haven't remembered since more than a decade feels great, though it's unfortunate the kind of absolute criminals and rapists that have the access to the past. I would like to pay attention on the evolution of this structure. How did it evolve in the first place. Is it since before independence, or was it setup after the independence. You know from experience that it was there and active in the 90s but still the nature of relationships was different in the 90s. One linguistic glitch made these motherfuckers shit around in groups from the north to south. They exploited this sociolinguistic glitch since the start but probably the truth is that they couldn't handle it themsleves. What was the probability? You have beaten yourself up a lot for the glitch but now you're just thankful to it for making this absolute shitshow visible to you. It's totally mind boggling that memories of people are in hands of assholes whose priorities are money and pussy or probably pussy and money. What actually is this structure? Shit has been normalised to the level where these motherfuckers now use it for trivial shit. These assholes never outgrew shit one is supposed to outgrow when they become an adult and you understand the process, there was never a need to. You think about it and a picture flashes in front of your eyes. Who are these assholes? Are they the government? Are they the erstwhile kings? Are they the industrialists? Are they the politicians who took control from the British? Or are they the old money? Situation is not really great. Since it's all Bhojpuri chatter you wonder if it's the hometown or the region? Are these motherfuckers really so dumb? Shit starts with incest. Back then you were so patriotic that you couldn't believe it. You had a whole different mindset back then. Why you? Why you since the start? It's a sabotage, and it's unfortunate that your region which you thought to be beautiful isn't so. You can't really buy class can you? These bastards are idiots. Does your region has a king? All respects if there is a king, though it doesn't seem so. Your culture has been raped. It will never go back to what it was ever again. The situation seems like the hospital in your hometown and since the cost of human resource is so low it seems it's one asshole per person. The reason that blocked you doesn't really block you anymore. You sit back relax and watch the shitshow and incompetence of whoever it is in control.