Useless Conspiracy

I find it quite funny the absolute scum of the humanity are employed by entitled extortionists and thieves to control every smallest detail of people's lives. I really didn't have any options. Things were practically not possible, and it turns out to be my own region as early as it could be and continuously. You lose all pleasure of life but it's fair as you lose it in return for the truth, and the knowledge about slavery. It's all as real as it can get and my life has been nothing short of unbelievable. Continuous torture and sabotage at each step and stage of my life for no reason at all. How much more stupid it can get when these individuals have to get meaningless thoughts and memories by rapist and extortionist criminals. It's systematised exploitation and rape. With me it started with forgetfulness which could be better explained as a full blown amnesia, with each current thought going into oblivion to never be accessed again. Adding to that was continuous pain, soreness and burning all over. I had thought of it as somatization of anxiety, which in the end it turns out that it might be not so, now I think of it as sabotage which it most probably was. It's been a habit of mine to let go of my past and focus on my present and future and repression might be an actual thing but losing access to all your past is not normal. It's about ideas and thought basically and to think that one discards whole of his life for an attribute he doesn't like in himself is although possible but may not be the truth. You get famous unintentionally and the game of as many heads so many thoughts comes into play and very unfortunately these individuals deal in rape, extortion, murder and absolutes and extremes without having the ability for proper judgement of people or if there is ability then there is no intent of right judgement. It's a zero sum game in which the common man loses everything. He loses his life and dignity if he doesn't have enough money and a whole structure works continuously to bleed money from him and in a lot of cases this is perpetuated directly. The basic approach is murdering people indirectly, and in a lot of cases exploiting, raping, torturing them directly. It was just mindblowing how direct the slavery is and how delusional these individuals are and how low the threshold to qualify for perpetual torture is. I just had to be on an internet platform, and inadvertently, where the rich of the country were also present. That's all I had to do, and I didn't even try to mingle with them, I was just busy doing what I do. Later I got possessed by a rapist which by all means I already was, and things became very hyper local to my hometown and its village life. Village is the last tier of human existence in present times in this country and it helps in oppressing and discriminating against a person if you prove them to be a villager, which very unfortunately for me I'm not though I am still connected to my villages. I would have loved to have villager like qualities as they are resourceful people, but that's really not the case. When things got hyper local I realised that my past and my family's past is going through a lot of eyes and through the judgements, as based on judgements that reached me, of very incompetent individuals, but there is nothing that can be done about it as this is the reality.