Anchor Being

You sit in your room suffering the divine punishment. There are a lot of movies, specially comic book movies on the concept of multiverse. You feel that you have been teleported to a whole another timeline because your timeline got destroyed and became non-existent because of your sins. You feel that now you are in a world where everything is the same as the world you were before, all the people, all the places, all the things, just that you have the blame of destroying one whole reality, one whole timeline in the universe. What would be psychological impact on someone of being responsible of sending more than 8 billion people and the earth with all its nature and everything else into a state of non-existence? Similar thing happened to you when you felt that it is because of your sins that the world suffered a catastrophic pandemic. What would be the effect on someone if they are responsible for deaths of millions around the globe. Here is the total, death of billions plus one whole world and reality and timeline and then millions due to a pandemic in a new world. And who is responsible for it all? You. How should be the retaliation of someone who is responsible for all these things, just try to imagine. It's funny because this country doesn't work on peace and forgiveness and retaliation is the law, sometimes retaliation is done for things that are not even in existence. The divine punishment has been for really silly things, and that makes you feel that God in this country is very moody. People can rape, extort, exploit and murder and yet the divine punishment strikes the one who meddles in no one's busines and sits quietly in a corner with his issue of Debonair. Very recently you came across the concept of an anchor being. It is a being on which the fate of whole of his timeline or reality depends. And probably he should be more responsible, more than he already is. Maybe you were the anchor being for the timeline that got erased due to your sins. You should've been more responsible. But actually you couldn't be and hence you triggered a global pandemic that took the lives of millions. The fun part of it all? All of this can be really true. Does megalomania have a cure? Probably not. Delusions galore, it seems. Is it madness? Not really if you know that this shit isn't real though if Big Bang is possible... God really decided to make the whole world your enemy, and if He can make the world just by wishing, He sure can do this too. You shake hands with God and ask whether it was Him. To this He replies that He has been dead for quite a while now.