Mint and Choco chip

You read a popular novel and you are in a train. Was that supposed to be your life? Things started from being tragic and ended up being hilarious. You could see and appreciate the real setup and that's great. Probably it all depends where your server is located. Makeshift arrangements are required if something is not applicable on someone and yet it has to be applied on him. Jealousy for no reason is off the charts. Is it really jealousy? It seems so. What else could be when in the whole story there is none of your business? What is the eligibility for someone to get possessed? There might be some eligibility for him not being able to enjoy trips, weekends and his hobbies. There might be some eligibility for him to be accompanied on every trip. As much as the system is understood the reason seems to be very primal. What makes him stand out? To make him feel humiliated in front of idiots when he went over to this side of paradise? Was he himself in this side of paradise? He most definitely was, the arrangement that was made was retrospective. All questions die down when the arrangement is retrospective. A psychotic break of someone he loves and he blames himself for it. The consciousness has been a small blip since forever. You get the vibe and you realise that these are idiots. Mere vibe can transmit their intelligence and there is nothing more left to know about it. Is it the worst luck ever? Nah! It's just a lucky acquaintance with the truth, pain has anyway been forever. What is unbearable is the company of depraved idiots. That's what exactly is unbearable. You search place after place to discuss the nature and the universe, discuss things that are good and you realise that it's not possible. You still don't know whether it's not possible for you, or for a group of people or for everyone. The game was fun when you didn't know, and that really underlines the stupidity. Now you know. It's a daily business. The construction of fate. Fate is constructed and then delivered. The worst part of it are the reasons. The reasons are not some law, commandments or decrees, they are caprices of badly raised, spoilt and entitled assholes. This is how simple the things are. If you have to choose your reality you must choose the most authentic version of it. It's mind boggling, even since the hubris. One can have access to all the knowledge and information in the world and yet they can be retarded, just like these assholes are. This has been fun, things start from some place and then you realise that the rabbithole goes way too deep. The pasts are dug, only problem is good boys do not have a very interesting past and that everyone has a past. It's sad, however, that the constitution is whims of a bunch of rapists.