No Holds Barred

You hold yourself back, from everything, because of some reasons. Is there a point in holding yourself back. There actually isn't but then you have your reasons for holding yourself back. The resolution has finally come. Is it about purity? Purity is just an excuse. Is it about sins? They too, unfortunately, are mere excuses. What stops you now? Nothing. The good thing about the world of wildflowers and their scent is that it exists or it can exist. The best part is that you can now explore the world of wildflowers after experiencing reality, in fact not only this world but numerous other worlds. And these worlds, the world of wildflowers and others, are more fun after experiencing the real reality. The best part about experiencing the real reality is that you are left with no delusions, about the reality and its nature. It depends on the definition of reality though. For you the reality is the bottomline. When you have seen hell, scented and enchanting forests become way better and more beautiful. Some worlds are lost forever and they won't be coming back, but they can always exist in the mind, the memory and the imagination. You are on a mission to salvage lost worlds. It's not that serious of a mission, kind of just a hobby as you know that world can't be saved, by anyone. It has rotten beyond redemption, and all one can do is salvage little parts of it and keep them as relics. Shit is hyperreal at present but you have dealt with it. It's not a good kind of hyperreality, it's the worst case scenario of reality and of the humanity but unfortunately it is what is actually real. Not being acquainted to it is being delusional. You are not delusional, in fact you never were but especially now. There is no holding back now. Worlds would be preserved, they would be created. The wildflowers would bloom from the manure of the shit of reality.