Syndicate Republic

Having a correct idea of the world is important. I wanted to write transgressive fiction once until I realised that the world needs more warm stories as reality itself is transgressive. You see the underworld of this country, women selling their bodies and men selling drugs. You see scammers functioning in an organized way and you realise that all of this is more legitimate than a hardworking man earning his living honestly as minds of honest, hardworking and god fearing people are accessible to the same individuals who commit organised crime. This whole country is corrupt and corruption is a legitimate business, only ones who get caught doing corruption are the ones who are supposed to get caught and the truth is that it's the same system worldwide, it's just more pathetic and demonic in this country because the majority is devoid of mere basics and is extorted, stolen from and tortured on a daily basis. Once you realise that the very soul of this country is corrupt you become free. You become part of the system and only thing you need to do is to take care that you don't get caught. The real crime is getting caught. The truth of this nation is selfishness and hypocrisy and anyone who is not adapted to this would be suffering continuously. What should a good God fearing man do in this kind of situation? The first step is knowing oneself which can get infinitely difficult in the setup that is in place for the minds of people. A good man should first make sure that he would never do depraved and corrupt things and that he is only doing it because there is no other way to survive, which is the actual truth of this country. A good man should then replace the necessary requirement of selfishness in this country with minding his own business and awareness about his surrounding to keep himself safe. The need for hypocrisy should again be replace by awareness of perspectives and then he is ready to be the part of this extremely corrupt system working while still saving his ass. There are no guarantees here as this system thrives on framing innocent people but that's what is awareness for. In my case the grief is not that the system is corrupt but that it is corrupt at a level where God should reside. Knowing oneself is the only answer to it all. I have the correct idea of the world and it is a daily game of save your ass for me. It is so because I don't want to take part in the corrupt game as I have other things to do and I can neither be corrupt for no reason and nor can I look over my shoulder all the time. Being part of the system requires being on the offensive at all times as everyone you meet would be on offensive at all times. Only way for peace of mind is being offensively defensive and minding one's own business till the time you really can't and focus on the things that really want to do. The reality is transgressive and it is godless. Though you can believe in Him to derive strength and courage. One should know that the exploitation is present at the deepest level, but there is a level deeper than that and finding that level needs a lot of soul searching and a bit of luck. I have found that level and thus I'm at peace while corruption controls my body and mind knowing that my heart is at the right place, in fact it's always been. I would focus, instead of  transgressive fiction, warm stories and I might throw in it a bit of noir to give it a flavour of the actual reality in a stylized way.