Changing Times Constant

Ever since I started studying to become a physician, I have wanted to be a physician-writer. There have been many physician-writers in history. The one I got inspired from was Anton Chekhov a Russian physician-writer. You make your role models and you follow them, at least in your early twenties. I'm in my mid thirties now, and I see what is happening around me, you see social media and you'd see money and sex everywhere. That's the truth actually, money and sex. You see people monetising their skills and insanities on social media, and you see people going on and on about sex in different manners. The generation that knows values of relationships and deeper connection still is present between us. The generation that has communicated through letters, through expensive trunk calls and that generation is finding it difficult to adapt to modern world. Ever since I was young I seeked intimacy and not sex, the present generation wants the same it's just that due to the misinformation they do not realise it. Deeper relations are a thing of past for a lot of people. We have a lot of unhealed people who are either harming themsleves more or harming others due to the hurt they have gone through growing up. I have seen the edge of the world and I would tell you one thing, when you see the extreme edge of the world you'd realise that only thing that actually matters is family, or the people you love. Friendships are not practical in this country anymore, but if you have friends who share your vibe and if you understand each others limitations good on you. I wanted to be a physician-writer and so I write and I try to write something useful, even though I know that whatever I write people would read what they want to, and believe what is convenient to them. That's how society works. Something happens to you and you would find people laughing at you on social media, that's how social politics has worked since forever. You know what heals? Education. Education heals but only if it is given the right way. Education treats depression, education cures insanity, it heals madness. My favourite kind of people are those who blame themsleves. When I was younger I used to think of such people as self-important and narcissists when the truth can't be further from that. If anything they are responsible. People who blame themsleves are responsible people and world, if it was not the world of today, would've needed more of such people. Real narcissists do not even consider the possibility of any fault in themsleves. They live on other people's expense. The unfortunate truth is the individuals with rabid narcissism, egomania, megalomania and entitlement run the show. Though it doesn't matter anymore, given that when you know enough truth you realise that it's all make-believe. What remains is the people you love and who love you, that's what ultimately matters. Trust me, it's not an understatement when I say that love can move mountains. It really can and so the ones who run the show fear it and hence the world in the past two decades has deteriorated into crabs in a bucket game for sex and money and love has been made a thing to be exploited. I actually think in the present times it's actually good to do away with love except the ones you can't stop loving, as it would only torture you. The worst thing about love is that it causes immense pain. Do away with the love that you can do away with, but always remember that love is the purest and most powerful force in the world.