Deconstruction Alignment

Deconstruction is a great tool. Deconstruction is how kids learn how a toy works, how it is made. We have our different realities and majority of them are made up of relationships. Our social life and unfortunately personal lives too are made up of favours and slights. We feel like returning the favours if we are good, and avenging the slights, if we are good, and revenge on assumed slights when it is the case of assholes. We live in a setting which is so corrupt that there is no turning back, though one can have hope for the future but at present it seems like a baseless dream. But then we have different realities and what might be true for me might not true for everyone. My experiences might be the gritty reality, while for someone else living in the same world, and country, it might be rainbows and ponies. I have had my tryst with identity, and the identity politics that goes on. And those who facilitate this identity politics have massive egoes, and in psychiatric terms criminal insanity and psychopathy. You know why good people suffer? Because good people function on ideals and morals. The assholes however take advantage of these good people functioning on ideals and morals. Power dynamic comes in play with a lot of things, but it also comes in play with one party playing by the rules and the other following no rules at all. The party following no rules at all, and not playing by any rules, has a clear advantage over the side burdened by rules. I'm actually glad that world is rainbows and ponies for some, and for others it is only bearable because they forget that they have been wronged and continue with their lives. I was of the latter variety, and my life was going on until it just couldn't go on. There haven't been rainbows and ponies in my life for a very long, but when I had, I'm glad for having it. I like to keep it real, so I deconstructed my suffering and my delusions, ultimately realising that the delusions were not mine at all. As I deconstructed my suffering, the civilization kept getting deconstructed along with it, and I realised that it doesn't matter if it's the 21st century. Good people keep counting their blessings whether or not there are any blessings. All I wish for people is the life of rainbows and ponies, and all I wish for myself is a life of truth. The natural and cosmic truth is pleasing, the unseen political truth is horrific. The visible politics is just the tip of the iceberg to what goes behind. The truth is so demonic and horrifying and so amusing at the same time that it becomes kind of hilarious. I have seen God in the past decade, and I have realised that He doesn't live in temples though one can go to temples to pay their respect to Him. It's actually suggested to follow the ritual and traditions of your respective religion to be on the safe side, because the politics exploits everything. For example, if you are good man and you killed an insect in your childhood, it would exploit it and make you a bigger sinner than the ones who rape and extort others for a living, so to be on the safe side just in case you gotta align yourself to your religion. But what about those who are disabled and handicapped and can't carry the traditions or can't perform the rituals? I have seen God in my personal capacity, and I realise that He doesn't give a fuck about the religious melodrama, but you got to do the melodrama just to keep yourself aligned to the politics and not give them reason to exploit you. Getting exploited comes from weakness in the personality, and that weakness is being a genuinely good person. The silver lining here is that if you are a genuinely good person and get exploited for no actual reason, it sets you free and you meet the real God, the one that doesn't live in temples but that lives inside you. All you wish is rainbows and ponies for everyone, and also the truth, just not the kind of truth that you got acquainted with otherwise it would fade the rainbows and kill the ponies. The irony is that kids need Santa Claus, but according to the politics not every kid deserves it. The truth is that every single kid deserves Santa Claus, so he can get toys that he can deconstruct to learn about them, so that he doesn't have to deconstruct the civilization to learn about it.