Swarna Simhasan and Rambha

I had a philosophical bent of mind, and I was spiritual. That's not going anywhere, but I have finally realised that all this drama is about money and sex. The setup is so simple that even a teenager can predict it, what takes time though is the acceptance, accepting that it is actually the case. Sex is sex, and mostly in form of rape depending on the power dynamic, while money is in form of money, resources, land and real estate. With the kind of help other people, work hard, party hard mindset that I had back in the day, I couldn't have predicted that shit was going to be this simple, but unfortunately it is. There is a lot of drama, for both the aware and unaware of the actual setup, but basically things are about the two things in their various forms as I mentioned. The third thing in this setup is power, which comes by affiliation with certain groups or gangs. For normal people too power mostly comes from contacts and relationships and money, and the real power, and I'm talking about the absolute kind, comes from affiliation to a group that controls it all, the flow of money and the flow of power, women are just disposable pleasure things, of course not the ones in the families of the ones who are actually in control, but sisters, wives and daughters and unfortunately mothers too, of others. The most unfortunate thing in this country is lack of intelligence and empathy, especially in those who have access to everything and most of all, have absolute power. What would a person with absolute power do? Would he have empathy? Personally, if I have power, even if I don't have absolute version of it, I would first work on making myself capable of right judgements and that kind of requires empathy. Even if we leave empathy out of the picture, still even objective right judgements are good enough. It is here one realises that the providence that we rely on so heavily is composed of criminals. These are the extortionists of the yore who became big enough, of course thorough extortion and exploitation which continues till date, to hide behind affiliations and religion. I mean any setup which gives away in front of someone with average knowledge of psychology and mostly relies on pumping delusions, fear and guilt in people and their exploitation through it, is just not good enough. Always remember one thing, more the incompetence and lack of intelligence, more the use of force. The use of force can also be indicative of fear of loss of power and is directly proportional to it. I love my people and I love their happy delusions, at least the ones who are having happy delusions and are not suffering and I would never want to break them. But I must record what I see. You assume the worst in this country and it turns out to be true. Are families being broken just to sell more soaps? Of course not the lucky or chosen families but other families. You never know. You can't be sure of anything in this country anymore. A lot of what is going on depends on the mode of communication though, every financial transaction is digitised and if not, it is going to be digitised in near future, which although seems convenient to people also is a method of absolute financial control, which is a good way to ensure honest financial dealings if only the intent was that, it is a form of control for those who are already honest, if you are intelligent enough you'd guess the rest and here you know why God gives his hardest battles and shit like that. The ones who are digitising every form of communication and financial transactions so that they have a record of what a person communicated and transacted, which can be used as dirt on others if required, themsleves communicate and move their finances through, for the lack of a better word, channels, that are impossible to detect, mostly because they themselves control those channels, and the deepest of these "channels" is unfortunately the most absolute form of control that can be exercised on human beings. What business did I have in all this? None. I decided to write just because of unbelievable lack of responsibility, incompetence and demonic levels of totally needless cruelty, manipulation and exploitation. The most unfortunate thing is that the control is not only limited to finances, but also includes personal ability, and cognitive functions, and most important of them all, memory. A piece of advice to end this write-up, if you are suffering and want to know the reason for your suffering, no matter where you are in the country or the world; look home and by home I mean your home region. It is the cause of all your suffering.