The Last Rite

I have realised one thing. It's about vibes. It's ultimately about vibes, and good memories. Not everyone is lucky enough to have good memories and experience good memories, but what can be done is extraction of something positive from every experience and vibe. There are people in the world from whom there very own lives and experiences are hijacked. One has to realise that if one has to intentionally make memories and vibes and they are not organic, it doesn't matter, and that basically counts as survival. But then survival is important, especially when you have people you love and care for. In the past decade the setup has gotten clear for me at least. It's not only annexation of others resources but also depriving them of the absolute basics. You know Maslow's triangle, this country, or the individuals who actually control it, thrive on keeping people at the bottom most level. They aren't just content with annexing and looting people of what is rightful but also depriving people of very basics that keep people human. And it's been going on since a long time. I was lucky to have a loved and happy childhood, a big number of kids of today aren't. They can't experience community as the kids of 90s experienced, because there is no community to experience. I finally ended up knowing that it isn't because of widespread internet or mobile phones. From what I came to know, I finally realised that, what I used to say in my college time young angst, is actually true, humanity is irredeemable. Hope for the future is the carrot that hangs in front of a common man and if he has to make it big he has to trample upon innocents. I don't know whether it was just for me or is it a general rule, but for me at least I realised that being in the corner doing your job and being happy is not an option anymore. You have to be in a consistent anguish, maybe it's an experience is individual to me, but actually doesn't look like it as the internet makes me see things that are happening around. The approach in this country is kind of Genghis Khan's approach, but make it extremely pathetic. I had promised myself I would let out this shit that I have seen, and then focus on things that actually matter to me, cultural aesthetics and art. Have you seen how the cultural aesthetics have gone down in past decade? It's a way of deprivation. Depriving people of a respectable cultural narrative and ending refinement in the lower stratas of society, making it all about murderous you or me survival. I see the pattern, everything that has been ever invented ultimately ends up having two fates, either turning into a financial machine or ends up getting weaponised. But this is not actually the reason why I now think that humanity is irredeemable, it is because I have finally realised that people have no agency on their own minds and bodies, let alone their loved ones. People's individuality can be taken away from them, not as a punishment but just for the recreation of a few. Technology can't really go further than where it has already reached and even if it does, from where it has already reached, further advancements don't really matter. Imagine going to Mars, or travelling to some other universe through a wormhole, but you are a slave, what difference all that adventure is going to make? None, as far as my opinion is concerned, I don't know about you. I have written all that I could have written, and now I want to focus on aesthetics and culture. I want to be able to develop a bit of dignity for my people through beauty, that's all I want. I was a staunch nationalist when I was studying in college, but not anymore, the ones those who have control over us are demonic, and yet they induce pity. There is no bravery here, it's a simple process of exploiting who can be exploited. They are basically genocidal scammers. The age of bravery has ended.