Devi Mahatmya

Women. Aren't they something. I was behind one girl during my 11th and 12th. Those were the days when you have to have a mobile phone and at least a motorbike, if not a car, to get a girl. I was dealing with some personal issues too during that time but I saw that girl on the first day of my Chemistry tuition and locked in. Being the committed guy that I am, I was focused for the whole two years of my 11th and 12th and one year after when I was in my bachelor's. I had gotten both, a bike and a mobile phone (Motorazr btw) by the end of academic year of 12th and had kind of became eligible, but yet I was focused on that one girl. That's the thing about it, if you want genuine relationship and not want to "pataofy" a girl or a woman, you are going nowhere. It is for this reason I promised myself that I would wear the metaphorical leather jacket in college. It was time to become a bad boy, but a guy who is basically a good guy can't really turn into a narcissistic gaslighting asshole. I did wear the metaphorical leather jacket though, and successfully. I was searching for intimacy and partnership, which of course is not to be expected from girls in their late teens and early 20s. The mobile phones and bikes of late teens turn into bank balance and cars and power in later years. By the time I was in third year of college, I was done with girls, and I had realised that I was not going to get the woman of my kind, though I was still kind of hopeful being the hopeful romantic I am. At that time my goal was to find a woman who is as fucked up as me so that we both can heal each other. I got into relationships after that too, with or without my volition, I can't say, but ultimately I realised that women are incapable of feeling genuine love, they want proofs and materialistic evidences, though I still don't want to generalise as I have seen women in my family and community sacrificing out of love, but guess that generation is gone and I suppose it is from there my hope stemmed. Now here is where it gets interesting. It's not the fault of women and it's a truth that good women suffer way more and way more terribly than good men. The actual truth is that the entity that governs this country and probably the world sees them as spoils of war, pleasure things and currency not to mention as child bearing machines too, which very different from how I grew up considering women. Women are used as baits and prisons for good men, as assholes anyway don't pay any heed to them except thinking of them as something to put their dick in. I have loved every woman I have been associated with, I have taken care of them and I don't think that I got anything in return, but if you are good guy you got to be prepared for it. It's all about power dynamic and approach, while good guys wait for approval, assholes lure young girls and women on the basis of the basic advantage that they have, more power in the society by design and more knowledge about the social dynamics, as guys are more outgoing than girls and girls are kept under restrictions. Here, again opportunism wins over decency, and then when the girl is betrayed by the asshole, they settle for either a good guy they can trample or a guy with financial and social capital which practically is the way to go. There are a lot of sensitive empathetic and considerate young girls out there, but if they don't have good backgrounds they are suffering, just like the good guys out there, so you can easily guess what kind of individuals are running the society. At a personal level, I have found my soulmate though, and here is my advice, find yourself, if possible, which is definitely not possible in a lot of regions in this country, a woman whose tantrums you can gladly take. As far as the structure that controls people in this country goes, they use young boys and girls as sex slaves for their depraved games. It's kind of direct system of exploitation and deprivation, in this case the exploitation is sexual and deprivation is of intimacy, and they keep the pressure high by keeping sex as a taboo in the society. Romance is for the privileged and its presence or absence is curated. I'll just tell you, believing or not believing is upon you whether you believe it or not makes no difference for me as I know it for sure that this country is a harem, and every woman, including one's mothers, sisters, daughters and wives are concubines of assholes who run this setup. Harem is not an Indian concept is it? It is actually a political arrangement of control and it's very nature is such that it being a harem or not a harem solely depends on the intent of the motherfuckers who are running this setup, and trust me, as I know it from my experiences of the past decade, not only there is intent, this setup is specifically designed for this. We are in times that are getting too hard for these bastards to handle, and if they don't handle it well, we are going to see the truth in a couple of decades. India being a harem was not on my bingo card though. The best part, the bitches from the higher classes are in on it. This is how I realised that it is in fact basically all about sex and money and sentimentality is only going to bring suffering in the current environment.