Eden's Garden

Things are actually simple and there is no need to make them needlessly complex, well at least this is what I realised after being on this planet for more than thirty five years. I'm just glad that I have seen immensity of beauty in this country while it lasted, and now I see people in the people trapped in prisons which seem to be of their own making but which are actually not. I have had my delusions, like thinking one can become whatever they want by working hard. Believing this was my first mistake. Everyone is chosen or the better word is, selected. Intelligence is a dozen a dime and so is hardwork. It is later one realises that being chosen or selected is a curse in itself, because first the individuals who chose you put you on a pedestal and then there is always a threat of falling, or being pushed off the pedestal by the same individuals who put you on it in the first place. And this threat, this fear, makes the people who get selected become complicit in things which a common God fearing person will never do. I have been immensely lucky, I haven't really made wrong choices in my life, and hence there is no fear in my case, except of course the well being and safety of my loved ones, but then when God is corrupt there is nothing that can be done about it. It's a simple process of stratification in which the rewards are materialistic, sadly materialism was never my game. I was capable of getting enough for my survival and safety though in the present scenario I'm limited so the safety part is gone. The idiocy has been tremendous, but I would guess it has been like this forever. The worst thing you can do is adapt to the society. Because as I have realised that Indian society, unless you have good company and community, as I have had the absolute pleasure to have, is not really worth adapting to. Though there will be attempt to make you adapt, and many a times into a lifestyle you are not comfortable in, or is not yours to begin with, but if you can hold your ground it is the best. The bottomline is money. That's all the bottomline is. I would have thrown in power too in it but power has already been consolidated and only chosen individuals are kept in positions of power. The most unfortunate realisation was merit being a scam. But unfortunately it is. You can't be whatever you want socially and financially, but you can definitely be the man or woman or person you want to be, if you don't get deluded and of course hampered which (the deluding and hampering) in majority of cases is direct by the entity that runs things. Here is a secret, you're already the man or woman you want to be. The setup, is economic, political and social and in a manner in which majority of people can't access their own self, and access to one's soul is a far fetched idea. It's odd when politics and economics and society invades personal space, and literally mind and bodies of people. Once one realises the encroachment of their personal space, including their bodies, there is not much that is left to do, especially after comparing it to the privacy the end to end encryption of WhatsApp offers, and one realises that it is in fact sex and money and exploitation of guilt and fear of the population. When this reality dawns, for people like me who believe the bottomline to be the truth, beauty just becomes a delusion when in reality the Earth is beautiful, but the world has permanently erased that beauty if you are a human being. All that remains is a game that most  of the people are, or have been made, unequipped to play by disarming them, and the motherfuckers who have designed this setup are essentially competing with handicapped people, which is akin to playing a videogame at the easiest setting and with cheat codes. There is no true competition, and thus no true merit. The best part in all of this is the realisation that there is no need to make the world better place to live in. As it would never be. Those who are born in slavery will die in it, and for the best effect hopefully without realising it, and those who will progress, would only progress as house negroes. This simplifies life for common man, other than trying to protect one's family and constantly saving their ass from the designs of what is essentially God albeit a corrupt, depraved and demonic God, only two things remain to do: doing what gets you money and doing what you enjoy doing.