Hang The DJ

You got to avoid following someone else script. It's definitely not totally avoidable and before you start writing your own script of your life you gotta make a list of what is important to you. Love is an important ingredient of life, but unfortunately it is also the thing that would be used to blackmail you, using people you love you care for to threaten you but once you know the bigger picture and realise that nothing has been left to chanace and it's a foolproof situation of slavery and exploitation, if you are intelligent you would discard fear. For me it was just baffling, being gatekept from pizzas and beanbag chairs among other things but that kind of gives you the level of how things are operated in this country. It's such a shame isn't it. Trying to prove people I studied with, in schools and colleges that I'm inferior to them when not even once in my head thought of comparison came into my mind while I was studying with them. Inferior in what manner one would wonder and the answer would be of course wealth and social class. The idea that I was showing others more than what I really am while I was in school and college. Those who know me know that it's not true but that attempts are made in this respect and covert mobilization of human resource is put on some conspiracy that's just a brain fart of someone who doesn't like someone tells all that one wants to know about this country. The most fun part of this whole situation is that I haven't offended even a single soul in my life, until of course I saw too much of this country and decided to write. All I wanted to be is a writer and I would suppose that, if not the reason, is a contributing factor. So one can realise the state of freedom of speech in this country, which of course on the outlook is a democracy. One thinks about that and realises that the whole media including books, at least in the present date, in this country is propaganda. I have been away from my region for majority of my life, but of course it was the region throughout. I have finally realised that states like Bihar and by association regions like Purvanchal are run by subhuman assholes, of course common people of these regions are not at fault, if anything their lives and cultures are being destroyed and I have noticed that there is a specific pattern when it comes to regions like Bihar and Purvanchal, the assholes in control in these regions like to get people from the region humiliated by people of other regions. It's a kind of cuckoldness and lack of self-respect but in a way that they use other people as sacrificial lambs for it because of course they are selfish and megalomaniacal criminals. I have been back in Purvanchal since quite some time and have been working here. I love it here, I love my people, I love my culture, but the assholes who exercise control over my lovely people are the kind who rape women in front of their family members to assert dominance, rings a bell? Kind of sounds like a rural setup which is vaguely familiar. I finally realised that it is these assholes British handed the power over to and not Mahatma Gandhi and his followers. The smokescreen of democracy is great though and also great is the army of criminal rapists working 24x7 in exchange of voyeurism, rape and power trips who delude people and makes them think either it is their fault or it's God's great plan. Ratan Tata was great man, from at least what we know about him, but is it possible that if a measly physician like me became aware of this setup, he was somehow unaware of it especially if a local village rapist who doesn't have basic manners is a part of it? I know one person who is unaware of it, and that would be film director Shekhar Kapur, but rest assured wherever you live there is sporadical sprinkling of individuals who are not only aware of this setup but also are part of it. You see social media and you have realised that the major two ways you get to make money in this country is either humiliate yourself in front of others or ridicule others, it's just the basic internal reality of this country expressing itself, and it will ultimately take a toll on the mental health of the people who are indulging in either of these or end up doing irreversible change in their personalities. I hope for the best though but then it's India and not America and by the looks of it, even America is not doing too good but one would agree that it is infinitely better than the shithole this country is. Hyping Bihar as Florida or Ohio of India would do nothing, you know why? Because at least Florida and Ohio have infrastructure.