Lithium

It kind of gets difficult to make out if something is intentional sabotage or a way of life in this country. For me it has been a relief to realise that fate is real-time. It's just baffling that of all the things these motherfuckers could have done, they decided to do what is being reflected in the present reality of this country. 2012-2013 was kind of interesting for me, because it is when I first had the concious taste of real-time nature of fate in this country, though my fate had always been real-time thanks, I suppose, to Purvanchal. Since 2013, things were only downhill, getting progressively worse. You realise the setup and you realise that existence of God is impossible, except, of course, the one that is within you. You come to know about the setup of control that is in this country, but the actual truth was that control was walking around with you, turns out the place and region that you loved so much had been inflicting you with torture since 2004 and you had been thinking of it as sickness. 2004 to 2013, it was already 9 years of training plus the time during 2007-2008 since when you lost your memory and sense of time and direction and if you count it since then, even 2008, I survived solely on reason since then. Well, Purvanchal turned out to be something, and the best thing of all, there was never the need of any of it, in fact at all. The kicker in all of it, well Purvanchal is fan of incest, couldn't have thought in this manner of my region, but then one can hardly assume any culture is left when people are made to move around like robots by feeding them artificial nerve impulses. There were things that happened in the background after 2008, though I'm only interested in what happened in Purvanchal, and there were things that happened in background since 2004, and even before that. I mean deception is the name of the game, but things really shouldn't be this simple. As far as the big daddies go, well if they are controlled by the Muslims and the whites, it's quite understandable but then that's my problem I way too accomodating. It's basically pussy and money, which due to irreversible and absolute advantage in power dynamic has turned into rape, exploitation and extortion.