Republic of Pajeetland

Writing sometimes tends to get repetitive, as you must have noticed recurring themes in my writing. I want to break free of the repetition though. I have seen what political oppression is and also what political torture and sabotage is. Unfortunately I despite leaving my hometown at the age of six, still got sabotaged by the political setup of my hometown in Purvanchal and my life long memories and experiences of living at different places were conveniently ignored, any place that has ability to access your thoughts is not backward though and I realise that my hometown and home region has been torturing me for majority of my life, for more than twenty years, that's not the kicker though, the kicker is when I realised that decisions on my life are being made by megalomaniacal and genocidal extortionists and rapists, the fun part being that I had been living outside the region since the age of six, I had no business with these motherfuckers, and yet here I am, getting all aspects of my life manipulated, so your hometown or home region walks with you wherever you go in the world. I realised by my example that people do not have personal agency in this country and their lives are planned, manipulated and for the majority, ruined by rapists and extortionists majority of whom are incapable of critical thinking, and they use religion and morality to continuously blackmail and manipulate into doing what they want the people to do. It's basically slavery and it's at a level so deep that it can't be escaped. Despite all that was thrown at me, my reason was intact and that's how I made sense of the things that happened with me. Democracy is a sham in this country, it just gives these rapists more field to play with, I find totalitarian states such as China better than this country, as there the people at least know what they are not supposed to do, the end result in both the cases, in this country as well as totalitarian countries is the same, absolute totalitarianism, only thing good about this country is that it is my land and it has my culture and community. The basic design of this country is basically beating up someone walking on the road because of not liking their face, and this approach is at the level where God should reside. It's a simple method where the rich have let loose criminally insane rapists to do whatever they want to do with people in the name of religion and morality for crowd control so that they can keep accumulating more wealth and sipping their cocktails in peace, kind of understandable when you think in the terms of retention of power. Aren't you seeing absolute lack of class in the current celebrities, these are industry plants of their respective industries, whether they know it or not. One experiences shit and one realises that this country never actually got independence, the power got transferred by the British to local criminals and extortionists. Though I feel I have kind of talked enough about it, and I must talk about my interests and art in my coming posts, and get back to talking about it only when I have a new update. I used to find it funny when I used to read that all art and writing is political until I realised that all existence, not by design of nature but by design of humans who exert power, is political and it extends to even private existence. Identity politics has been rampant in not only this country but the whole world these few years and you can understand why is it so. What are you going to do with end to end encryption on Whatsapp when even your thoughts and feelings are not private, and worse, are accessible to local criminals, extortionists and rapists. I know it sounds schizophrenic, but it's not something that can not be confirmed empirically, and I really hope that you don't have to find out the truth the way I did.