Simple Plan

I'm just glad that my goals still exist. They don't matter, but exist they do. I have felt an inertia throughout my life and finally I realised that it is political in nature, stemming from my supposed hometown, or if not, at least my home region. I finally realised that the supposed illness I had was nothing but torture, which psychologically started in 2004 and physically started full blown in 2008, and it is all political. The arrangement is thus, the big daddies employing lower class rapist criminals to conspire against and torture the middle class. I retrospected and realised that I first noticed the "presence" in 2006 and since then, I suppose, I have been living in absolute totalitarianism which prevented me from making meaningful relationships and getting people of my kind in my life. The setup has been quite simple since 2008, torturing my body and mind, sabotaging my memory and sense of time and direction, preventing me from learning new things and skills and preventing me from making new relationships which after 2013, turned into sabotaging my already existing ones. I would suppose that one is always connected to their hometown or home region wherever he is in the country or the world, and I kind of find it a bit flattering that I have been receiving individualised attention from my hometown since at least 2006. Isn't it funny, you not having access to your own memories and a bunch of lower class rapist criminals reminding you of your own life and memories, who, in fact are also totally inept and incompetent because, of course, they are criminals. Life is actually very cheap in this country and these motherfuckers are doing anything they want with the lives of people, which, if I saw it right, is evident by the fact that I saw a gang of rich assholes ruining and murdering people in broad daylight on a social networking then, and now a social media, website. This in fact gets even more interesting when you take into account the fact that these motherfuckers have access to the whole family and generational histories of the individuals they are murdering. When one witnesses this one realises that these motherfuckers, in fact, are ruining and murdering anyone they want just based on their whims. You get the "eyes", "nazar" as they say on you and your bad times start. I got eyes on me, but unfortunately my home region had been torturing me since the start so getting eyes on me only enlightened me about sociopolitical reality of this country, which is of course rape, exploitation and genocide by deluding people by any means possible. It's unfortunate isn't it? The best part of it all has been that at least since 2008 I have been not able to experience my own life, all thanks to my beloved hometown and home region I suppose. There is a history to it all, it was kind of an individualised ostracization based on an insecurity I had which I lived with for a considerable period of life. This insecurity, was also the seed of enlightenment and it made me realised that the setup is a sociolinguistic prison where the bastards that control it rape and exploit innocent people by falsely framing and guilt tripping people and exploiting their needs, desires, fear and guilt. When you realise this setup you also realise that existence of God, at least the way religions and society tells about, is impossible. The setup thus, the rich and powerful with help of technology, neurotechnology if you will, enslaving people and employing genocidal rapist criminals for crowd control and both mindlessly manipulating, destroying, raping, exploiting, extorting and murdering people and unfortunately even kids for no reason at all. I find it funny that individuals who are higher in this hierarchy even felt the need for being on the social media especially when they have complete access to lives, minds and bodies of people, but then in the past decade I have realised that the narcissism, egomania, megalomania, entitlement and depravity of these bastards knows no limits. The fun part, I was nowhere in this shit, my goals were quite simple and yet here I'm writing down this needless bullshit for no reason at all. Here is the bottomline though, it's your family, work and your interests, and nothing else, especially other people, matters. Other people, whoever they be would be only used to pull you down and torture and sabotage you. There is so much lack of class in this country that it is baffling, and one realises that cultures of the land and their inherent refinement has been destroyed, and of course it has happened because culture is in hands of self-serving egomaniacal rapist criminals. The refined folk and colloquial culture has been turned into a mongrel, and class is solely dependent on which family had a particular appliance in their homes first or had access to western media or whose family member got placed in a MNC, which is kind of funny as the upward class mobility and social class is also tightly controlled in a totalitarian manner. It has been made into a direct economic system of production and forced consumption and not to mention exploitation in which folk and colloquial cultural aesthetics have been totally destroyed. As far as I go, my goals were simple, I wanted to do my job, that was healing people, and write and there was absolutely no need for what happened with me. But these motherfuckers despite having access to all the knowledge and resources in the world are incompetent, and not to mention, criminal.