Horseman

Is there scope left for subtle writing? I don’t think so. I personally think that there is no scope left for writing itself but I write because I enjoy doing so, and even though I now know that all vibes are preserved already and permanently, I kind of believe in do-it-yourself kind of preservation, of facts as well as vibes. I do not like narcissistic approch and I don’t like using “I” a lot in my writings but then if the truth has to flow through me, I become an instrument and I have to refer to myself. The retardation has been quite real and victim blaming has been of a universal scale. It can happen with people, a star explodes in the galaxy and it can be blamed upon you, not joking, it can happen quite literally actually. Exploitation happens from above to bottom, and you have to adapt to this natural flow of life, like the big fish eats the small fish, but then what’s the need for civilization, the facade shouldn’t be there, but then that’s the point, the facade is there so that the big fish can eat the small fish with minimum effort. I enjoy some aesthetics and I would personally try to preserve them, well, as much as my now sabotaged ability allows me to. Hindi literature is dead, and people know that, I don’t think that I’m out of touch, it’s not on the internet, and literary magazines of Hindi, like Hans publish shitty stories which reference Bojack Horseman, can you believe it? Stories in Hindi literary magazines like Hans referencing Bojack Horseman? Either that or some sort of depressing bureaucratic shit. Aesthetics are completely absent in literature. Is it British India? In fact state of Hindi literature was better in the British India. I know writing is worthless but I will continue it as much as my ability allows, to preserve the vibes and aesthetics that became extinct and disappeared from mainstream narrative. English is a great language because it has words that you can use to oppose exploitation (like gaslighting, coercion, victim blaming, blame shifting), normal Hindi doesn’t even have words, you have to string a bunch of words and till you do that it starts sounding like a joke. It’s called disarming people against exploitation. Shudh Hindi and Sanskrit have words, but then Shudh Hindi is ridiculed if you use it, and Sanskrit is too “pure” to be used by a common man. What an absolutely tremendous country, I’m talking especially about the “bimaru” region as I’m not aware about linguistics of South India. The fun part is that it was made to seem like all the important things became extinct because of modernization and “the internet”. I like subtle writing, but I think that time has passed.