Internal Affairs

To see the truth it is necessary to think in possibilities. Possibilities can be infinite but for a lot of things they are finite, and for many things they are limited. In this country, the most obvious reason is more often than not true. I don't know what does it tell about the controllers of this nation, but as I have realised by now, that there aren't actually any controllers in this country, it's just employed conspirators, rapists and exploiters employed by the rich who have complete access to your mind and body. Isn't it sad, your mind and body accessible to absolute scum of the earth, but that's what the arrangement is, it's kind of direct, clear lines are drawn and anyone below that line is subhuman and is dealt by absolute scum of the earth criminal rapists who the rich have employed. Frankly I don't know if this nation even exists anymore. It probably doesn't and the delusion was good while it lasted, though you still will have to contact the embassy if you are stuck in a foreign land, but guess that's about it. I got acquainted with the kind of individuals that have access to minds and bodies of men, women and children in this country, and I assure you if you see what I have seen in the full scope of it you'll want to bounce from this planet along with everyone who you love, but then love is the only thing that would make you stay too. I really got humiliated, and the humiliation was engineered by my own region, but then I actually didn't get humiliated by what was engineered but the actual reality of my region. The individuals who control my region believe in getting people from their region humiliated by people from other regions, and I personally don't know if it is true for the whole region of Purvanchal or just my supposed hometown. Isn't it funny, I haven't lived in my hometown for majority of my life and yet it was travelling with me throughout wherever I went, even when I went to college to study or for that matter anywhere I went, trying to humiliate me. It feels like some sort of personal vendetta, while I know for sure that it cannot be as I'm the kind of person who believes in minding his own business and chilling. So one realises it's some kind of intraregional hatred that travels with you, whether you want it or not. I have understood how Purvanchal, or if not Purvanchal, how my supposed hometown works. The setup is that of absolute totalitarianism micromanaging personal lives, decisions and life choices of people in the name of religion and morality and some strange social conventions that are particular to Purvanchal. In the outlook, in Purvanchal everything looks fine, but on the mental plane, there is absolute totalitarianism so much that even the thoughts in your head are not yours. The ones in control in my region are so absolutely corrupt and cowardly that they don't even do things on the visible plane while practice absolute totalitarianism through rapist criminals on mental and neurological plane. I don't know about other regions, but in Puravnchal the setup is controlling the middle class through giving the access and control of the minds and bodies to lower class rapists and criminals, and that's how these motherfuckers prevent social mobility in the families. Isn't it funny after all that I have done and experienced in my life, my whole life ultimately got defined by the region I belong to. I have seen the evolution, and it's unfortunate that these individuals are not even educated, they just experience other people's lives, hear their thoughts and conspire against them. People to these assholes are just chess pieces and they revel in rape and sadism. It's about power,  and one has to realise that when someone has absolute control over your body, neurology and mind this is as absolute as power can be. Isn't it unfortunate that even at this level of access it is about power, sex and money and politics. Families from Purvanchal that live outside the region are prevented from making relations and constantly manipulated and sabotaged. It's actually a slavery situation in Purvanchal and complete slavery is being practiced albeit at a neurological level. These motherfuckers the scum as they are, getting the girls from the region raped by individuals from other regions, just because the poor girls chose modernity which is a norm in society in modern times. You know why that is happening? Because the life of the middle class is controlled by lower class rapists employed by Purvanchal establishment. There is no self-esteem or respect because these motherfuckers are criminal, which is kind of in line with the setup of the rest of the nation. I have seen what this country is at the mental plane, and once you see what I have seen, all the ideas of freedom, independence and democracy just vanish. It's just the rich and corporations growing people like beasts of burden and animals for slaughter and playing sadistic and depraved games with their lives while exploiting them for neurological data if not anything else. They have nothing to do with preservation of culture and lately they have realised that it's better to keep people suffering as they won't have happy memories this way making them easy to oppress. The best part about Purvanchal is the contrast between rape and religion, it goes together, and on a mental plane. I used to love my culture, but then after seeing what I have seen there isn't much to love anymore. 90s have anyway passed and however beautiful my culture and people were, I realise that the region is actually controlled by literal rapists. There were thousands of other ways to do things and these bastards chose what they chose to do. It's a shame, but then it's more or less the story of this whole country. I mean things kind of end when you realise that in this country you don't even own your own body and mind, and don't have any personal agency and autonomy on your mind, body and even your life and your personal life is constantly manipulated by rapists, extortionists and criminals. Suits me well for having the kind of high ideals that I had in my youth. By the way, an interesting fact and probably you know it, the seat of learning and spiritual capital of this country, Kashi, is located in Purvanchal.