Pavlov's God

Can you live the slow life intentionally? Probably. But the thing is if you have to conciously choose to live a slow life, it is not really a slow life. Slow life was what people had in the 90s. I remember my parents going to the market and me and my brother putting mosquitoes fallen due to the effect of mosquito mats and putting them in the lamp. That was a fun little time of living completely in the present. I have had psychological trauma, though nothing that could stop me from pursuing my goals and I realised that the first step in dealing with psychological trauma is acknowledging it. Though childhood psychological trauma is difficult to deal with as children are not equipped to deal with it especially if parents are ignorant which in India most of them are. You grow up and you realise that there are as many versionns of psychology as there are people on the planet, though I personally believe in scientific psychology, but unfortunately it had been made to look like a pseudoscience. Psychology is a hard science though the in the current setup of the world it looks like a blur because the lines between reality and fiction have been made to get blurred. I believe in therepeutic psychology because of course I’m a doctor, but it was absolutely disappointing to see this country and probably the world, being administrated on the basis of Pavlovian psychology. I don’t know about the greater nation but Purvanchal is administrated based on oversimplified reward and punishment and oversimplified favour and revenge setup, as much as I have seen this country I think it is true for greater nation as well. Internet, and memes have significantly increased the ability of younger generations to identify patterns, which is lacking in the generation that the younger generation refers to as the boomers, it is this reason common Gen Z are way more practical than common boomers who still rely on God because they have realised the truth even if subconsciously. God doesn’t exist in this country. It’s criminals. I learnt it the hard way, without doing anything to deserve that and that’s why I make it a point to explicitly mention it in my writings. Though that doesn’t mean that people shouldn’t have faith. I’m an atheist politically and I know for certain that God, at least as told by religious scriptures, doesn’t exist and it is actually irresponsible sadistic criminals and genocidal rapists and extortionists sitting at his place in this country, but I know that God exists in a person’s faith. You can manifest God through sheer will and faith and although he can’t save you while you are getting raped he can empower you to fight back and bear the aftermath. Belief in God is good for mental health and since you can manifest him or her within you, it is as good as real. I have faith. I have faith in a Paramatma or Supreme Soul and I believe that if he exists he might be at least as intelligent as me and I have chosen my deities that I meditate upon, chosen deities and especially idols is important if you are Hindu because of the Islamic conquests that have happened to your land. The current truth of this country is money and sex, which due to the imbalance in power dynamic is manifesting itself as exploitation and rape, but then there is not much that can be done about it because this demonic arrangement devoid of any faith is concealed behind a divine façade. I can’t live a slow life practically but deep inside I’m living it, and I’m watching how this country is unfolding. The absolute truth is power and edge in knowledge and technology and the individuals who have an absolute edge are kind of individuals who send totally innocent people to eternal hell just because they feel like it, for no actual reason. Of course it is misuse of power, but then I hadn’t really expected judicious  King Solomons in this country at all. To make you abundantly clear, it’s Jungle Raj of 80s and 90s Bihar going on in this nation, just at a psychological plane, and thanks to the internet you can see the symptoms in real-time.