Pineapple on Pizza

I wonder how many people in the world have had the absolute experience of the world. Not boasting but I have had it. It’s a shitshow, and it’s worse than the worst you can imagine. The kind of man I am, I judge things by the bottom lines and I have seen the bottom line. The realisation of reality took the fun in the world and earth away from me, not because the bottom line is such but because I finally realised that it is all intentional, every smallest bit of it, everything you see around you is all intentional and the control is a hundred percent and in many cases more than hundred percent, how can the control be more than a hundred percent? You got to see it to know it, like I have seen it. Every smallest bit of suffering you had in your life is all inflicted, and if you haven’t had suffering in your life good on you, and congrats, you’re the chosen one, either this or you are the one inflicting suffering on others. I didn’t want culture to be a programming, but I don’t know anymore. The culture is not organic, and I don’t know since when it is not. Though I guess with the amount of control that is present, need for culture in itself has ended and the vestiges of what is left of culture are being used as a tool for discrimination and for wasting people’s time. If you don’t understand what I’m saying I pray that you never understand what I’m saying unless you have suffered and want to know the reason for your suffering. There used be dignity in suffering once, not anymore and my personal experience made me realise that there actually never was dignity in suffering, it was in the sufferers, and the present game is snatching dignity from people so that there isn’t any dignity left in people and people turn into beasts who pass on their suffering. You should write this in stone and keep, that the game is politico-economic and the method is socio-economic. It’s not that life can’t have more meaning than money and sex, we have seen that it can, and it was just twenty years ago, and you see boomers and you realise that they are still living in that era but the millennials and the generations after them know what’s up, at least subconsciously. It didn’t come as a shock to me when I finally realised that slavery and colonialism were never abolished, they just went deeper at a level where they can’t ever be escaped and then when that was ensured, the drama of abolishment came forth. From what I have seen, I have realised that God doesn’t exist, unless you consider the entity which exploits, tortures and rapes all while giving incentives to some to help with that exploitation, torture and rape. I’m the kind of guy who doesn’t really want fake pleasure, and I especially detest pleasure sourced from exploitation and gatekeeping of others. I like happiness, genuine happiness which I felt during my childhood and my short-lived days of delusion. These motherfuckers actually went ahead with absolute, in fact more than absolute, totalitarianism. I do not like living in simulations, I personally prefer free air, but then if you have people whom you love what options do you have. Always remember, there is no karma and let no one make you think otherwise. It’s not karma that is making you suffer it’s the sadism of the entity that actually governs this nation and it’s so pathetic that it gatekeeps people from eating pizzas and sitting on bean bag chairs bought with their own money from within them. As far as I go, my own region betrayed me and tortured me for more than two decades, and my suffering only stopped when one fine day I just decided to stop suffering, and while my mind and body still suffer I don't, but I guess there are countless like me in every region of this country. There are no institutions here, just fake props and yet these fake props matter because they are forcefully made to matter in the larger game, despite them being of no use to the innocents. Such a shame, the assholes who actually control this nation. You can rest assured that it’s not the camera-friendly person who swam with crocodiles.