Vaikunth

Life isn’t really a game for the person who is living it. Though in my thirty-five years of life I have finally realised that it is in fact a game for those who have cemented their safety and permanence, and they use people as chess pieces. Living life on ideals and codes, which ever you prefer, ensures the worst possible scenario which is related to religion, that is going to hell, to get eliminated from the prospect and then if you suffer hell on the earth while absolute scum has gala time intimidating, exploiting, extorting, blackmailing  and raping people, it makes you realise that there is in fact no use in being a good person, acting one is definitely advantageous as you can’t be blamed or framed. The standard setting is that goodness is taken as weakness but sometimes it becomes a case of fuck around and find out. I realised that I can’t really go to hell because I have followed the basic tenets of religion and my personally chosen codes, and it is how I realised that hell and heaven don’t really exist, and that “God gives his hardest battles to his strongest soldiers” is actually victim blaming. It is in fact politics and at a level where you can’t really negotiate with as it is so deep that it can override your will and personal agency and that it is ultimately about power, resources, sex and money. I can call myself a nationalist, but I have finally realised that nationalism in this country, just like religion, is fraud. No matter how many times I utter it, I can’t stress it enough that it is all about power dynamic and this power dynamic in today’s date is maintained by deception. I have realised that money is the most important thing, earlier I used to think it was relationships, not anymore unless it is family, the next thing is happiness and peace of mind which is difficult and almost impossible to achieve in the present political scenario of this country. I have realised that the very providence is corrupt and so you must build your life as comfortable as you can, and you must keep training in things you are good at as learning new skills is not easy for everyone. At a personal level I have realised that aesthetics are extremely important whether they are your personal taste in aesthetics or cultural aesthetics because an active effort is being made to devoid the lower classes of aesthetics and trapping them in the trap of survival, production and consumption. People are not more than animals on a farm, or chess pieces when they are required for the individuals who control the reality, and it is made sure that everyone’s truth remains different so that they can’t reach at a common conclusion, but then actual political truth is just one, peace and happiness and these are the very things that people are being deprived of. I have seen good slow life so I can make a difference between life of today and the good life. The coming generation wouldn’t have the examples I had, it’s just like a child from a broken family has no idea how it is to grow up in a loving family.