DTH

Giving words to feelings and abstract concepts is not easy and gone are the days of metaphors. I am getting repetitive in my writing but the things I repeat ought to be repeated, even more often than I actually do. Nothing comes before freedom, but ironically it is the very thing we lack. As far as my experience with free will goes, one doesn't really have it. This lack of free will is political in nature, as far as free will at a cosmic level goes, I have no idea, but to experiment with that one has to first bypass the lack of free will at a political level, and this is not the politics that we see on TV and read about in newspapers, it is way deeper than that, so deep that our very existence becomes political. Absolute lack of freedom means a shift towards nihilism, and existentialism stops to matter to people. Majority of -isms are scams anyway. Life shouldn't be a war, or a daily struggle, but unfortunately it is. If you're not prepared you will get hunted, and this is by design. I'm glad that I prepared for what was about to come, and I survived, but then the reality I got exposed to is enough to make someone a nihilist. I repeat the same thing because repetition is necessary and also because in the meanwhile I am searching for things actually worth writing about. I'm not the one for useless rebellion, though I'm for justice, but you would realise that all the rebellion and social justice is scam. This drama will go on indefinitely until people realise that are enslaved upto their bones and colonialism and slavery only ended because a method for deeper and inescapable slavery was developed. People have to realise that food, clothing and shelter and financial and social security is all that is important and everything other than this is useless, except knowledge. Knowledge must be accumulated and cultivated to make sense of the things happening in the world, to understand the drama that is going around and to understand that it is all fake with real consequences for innocent people who just want to live their lives peacefully.