Gandi Baat

When I was younger I used to think that sexuality of people will be normalised in future, but as I matured I realised that that's never going to happen, as sex is one of the main entities with which society is controlled. Sex is going to remain a taboo for the majority today and in future. A lot of politics depends on blackmailing people with their sexual history, and as I matured I found out that the actual position of women, and at the deepest level of this existence in this country is that of sex objects and that's never going to end. Sex in India is not a matter of consent, but it depends on how much power or if not power, how much opportunism one has. Personally for me sex is of course a reproductive function, but other than that it's an expression of love. For the privileged it is also a source from where they derive pleasure and entertainment. I'm an old school romantic and even though I have realised that romance doesn't really exist in the world other than a form of delusion I stick to being one. You know what happens to good boys? They invest in a relationship, they care, they make efforts and wait for the girl's consent, and then a guy with more social currency or if not, just plain and simple opportunism comes and fucks her. In college going kids terms this is referred to as KLPD. For lower middle class guys, only access to sex is getting arranged married if they are not opportunistic assholes, and you look deep into the abyss of Indian society and you'd see oldies who should be deep in philosophy and spirituality deep into sex. It's a depraved country. Where sex is taboo and yet every one is doing it and I'm not talking about married couples and yet young boys and girls are constantly bombarded with it, and still deprived of it. The society is filled with rapists and lecherous assholes and yet when a boy and girl get into a relationship it is a big deal. The basic design is simple, all the women for me and leftovers for rest and by me I mean the powerful, who knew truth is going to be so simple and wildlife compliant, and when you come to know more about this country and its actual truth you'd realise that it's a literal harem. Future holds the truth and the truth is going to be clear for all, I'm just here waiting for it to unfold. I couldn't find the woman of my kind but only because she doesn't really exist though I can call someone a soulmate and keep it strictly platonic, and of course I got married to a very good woman who fulfills the requirements of my family, I can't ask for more. I like sensuality and its non vulgar expression, so I read and write sensuous poetry and for fun I like to read graphic novels like Druuna. People are literally being deprived of intimacy in this country and being turned into beasts. I have grown up in times when women's bodies were not sexualised, I have seen an India where women didn't need to wear blouses and no one sexualised them or at least I didn't. The downfall of this country as far as sexuality is considered is tremendous, and no one's talking about it. And since I know the truth of this country now, I know that all of this rape and vulgarity as well as deprivation and pressure cooker situation with respect to sex and all the infidelity is centrally propagated by the very entity that controls our lives. You see the game for long and you realise that sexual repression and release is a method of control but that's okay, the real problem arises when people are deprived of emotional intimacy. The deprivation of emotional intimacy is real and it is making people do strange things as you can see in the news and on social media. To the old fashioned, I just want to tell you, love and romance exist and they are real, but they are not feasible anymore, not now not ever, it is only going to be feasible to the privileged in controlled environments.