Har Har Mahadev

You remain mindful for long and the stratification becomes visible. Even what your consciousness experiences has been stratified like train compartments, first class, second class, third class and fourth class. Interestingly nature makes no such distinctions, it allows everyone to experience the night breeze equally, but then it's not the nature that controls our lives. It took me quite a while to understand the true nature of existential reality or probably the world was different when I grew up. I had thought that I have become independent after I completed my schooling and got into college and I had thought I was free to make my life the way I wanted, the truth however is not so. I don't know if it is specifically related to Purvanchal or it is a nationwide and worldwide process but I do know that regions do have their distinct characteristics as far as the culture and administration goes. There is no particular adminstration in Purvanchal however, it is focused on deprivation and exploitation and it enforced on the level of consciousness and nervous system. It is quite a religious region so it was astounding for me to see total absence of morality and prevalence of rape at the neuropsychological level but it kind of checks out when I take into consideration the evidences that I had throughout my life in this country and chose to ignore in favour of school education and media propaganda. The truth of Purvanchal, or at least my hometown is simple, depriving people of intimacy and money and making them do things that can be used as dirt on them to blackmail and exploit them. It's kind of a good tradecraft method used by intelligence agencies worldwide but then if you have complete access and control of someone's body and mind and their memories this shit stops to be impressive and starts looking pathetic. As far as the psychological plane of Purvanchal goes, while the general public is pious, the ones who control their mind have a singular purpose sex and rape which is kind of funny given how religion is so much prevalent in the region and since there is no level deeper then consciousness that I know of, one realises that religion in Purvanchal is just drama and no one actually believes in it except my beautiful common people and that people's minds and bodies are controlled by rapists who believe in raping women of families of people in front of them, which checks out because raping women in front of family is an old method of asserting superiority by village rapists in villages in most of India, it was just odd to realise that these kinds of individuals have access of people's neurology, mind, body and memories and consequently their lives. In short, these motherfuckers are doing anything with lives of people, there is no greater philosophy or plan behind this. Kind of sad for all the big ideals I had while growing up.