Needless Modifications

It's kind of funny when you are locked in an identity a bunch of incompetent assholes think is yours. To look at it, the whole game is of identity, and when you can see it clearly you realise that the world will not become a better place. It was never supposed to be. I finally realised the truth of Purvanchal, and I realise that my supposed hometown is associated with it and it's sad to say the least. More than twenty years of effort to sabotage a person who is clueless or, it can be worse, he was just being used as a bodysuit. Efforts of focused deprivation, engineered humiliation and sabotage all for a person who is not even aware of it all and is focused on his goals. The truth is that the level at which these things are functioning, life actually becomes meaningless. What does one do when revenge becomes impossible? Revenge is not important, justice is. But when you understand the world properly, you realise that justice is never served. Shit was localised before, and it started at a greater scale a little more than a decade ago, and for something that you only considered as timepass. Of course hometown and home region element was always present in the background, and it would express itself much later. It becomes funny when you don't own your own individuality. What happened is beyond demonic and so cowardly that it induces nausea, and to realise that this is the standard approach of your home region and hometown is a kind of humiliation that really can't be compensated for. Big ideas do not really matter in a setting like this. Life of people in this country is just dependent on whims of corrupt, depraved and incompetent criminals who are just sticking to the basics of totalitarian exploitation and rape. The rabbit hole really went deep, but what surprised me was the absolute incompetence and mental retardation of assholes who have access to minds of people in the region and in this country. They really went ahead and did it. As far as I go, there was no requirement of whatever went on with me since the past more than twenty years and I realise that there is a place of origin behind this and there is a group of individuals that did whatever has happened with me in my life. I had done nothing that warranted what I went through but then that is a story of a lot of people in this country. Shit is as basic as baseless hatred and the unfortunate thing is that in the world of today, you are locked with it, there is nowhere to go. My plans were clear in my head and they were simple, but turns out that my beloved hometown and region believes in absolute totalitarianism so much so that it it micromanages personal lives and relationships of people and of course propagates things like sexism and casteism at a level only God should reside, so one realises that it is actually slavery, culture becomes redundant in a setting like this and when I realised the kind of individuals that have access to people's minds and bodies in my region and this country, I realised that there cannot be any hope for this country. It was one way street from the early 2010s to early 2020s but I finally understood the game, and it unfortunately involves torturing souls of people who are not even aware that they are being tortured out of pure hatred and jealousy and think of their troubles as part of life, their fate or act of God. Imagine my disappointment when I realised that it's a bunch of two-time rapists and extortionists, this is the value of life in Purvanchal and, I would suppose, in this country. From early 2010s to early 2020s, when I got exposed to the greater country without wanting to, these motherfuckers have just been pulling ideas out of their assholes, going far back in the history to ruin my pedigree and working in real-time to ruin my legacy, these short sighted full of hate idiotic motherfuckers don't know that if this can be done, it stops to matter, and it just simplifies things to its most basic, who has the power and control. I had never in my wildest dreams would have imagined that rapists and extortionists were God in Purvanchal and probably the greater nation but then I guess truth is stranger than fiction. I have had the experience of more than a decade and I realise that despite having access to people's minds, thoughts, bodies, memories and consciousness these bastards can't even judge people right and they just go about killing people for assumed ego slights that don't even matter and might not even exist.