Motorcycle Diaries

For some people clarity about their life doesn't come easy. The odds are against them, and they have fight for the clarity about their life. The actual reality is baffling, and it's nothing but politics. Every living breathing moment of our lives is politics. I wouldn't have imagined it in my wildest dreams and yet I had to face the truth. I can kind of document my mindset in each years of my life and it has been pretty consistent. A bit aimless in the middle and focused later, and disillusioned after knowing the truth about the world. Things didn't have to be as simple as they actually are, but there is nothing that can be done about it. It's literally the worst case scenario, and I'm glad that I'm facing the worst case scenario despite the best case scenario existing because if you are living in the best case scenario you are also dealing with uncertainty and more often than not people turn irreversibly evil to turn that uncertainty into certainty. Evil is the invisible but standard setting of the world and goodness and peace are just smokescreen. Behind the smokescreen of peace there is demonic levels of exploitation, rape, deprivation and torture and even genocide is going on. I used to be angry at God for giving young kids cancer, until I realised that the ones who control the world and their lackeys literally rape, torture and murder innocent kids. I find it funny as Hitler is considered the most evil person in history and yet individuals way worse than the popular perception of Hitler in the world control lives of people in this country and, by the looks of it, the world. I have been very vocal about preservation of culture, but I gradually realised that if everyone is a slave and an organic automation what significance does the culture hold except aiding in the discrimination, oppression and exploitation. Truth had been liberating for me. I have been totally liberated. More than twenty one years of torture in which twelve years of focused and nine years of active torture, that too for a person who had never harmed anyone, and was mostly an idealist and pacifist. Shit happening to myself in particular opened my eyes towards how this country is actually governed and then things went on unfolding revealing the hidden political truth of this country and the world. I don't like uncertainty, I'm glad that I know the truth and that I have surety about the reality of this country and the world even if things do not end well for me. My expectations about future of the world got shattered and I see nothing but strengthening of the slavery that humanity lives in as time passes. There are going to no revolutions except revolution of earth around the sun, with the slavery humanity lives in strengthening with each revolution around the sun.