Romulus Indica

People can be unfathomably evil. I didn't believe it when I was younger, and I used to think that there might be some redeeming qualities in people however evil they actually may be but I was wrong. Individuals who can send you to eternity in hell just because they don't like your face or anything else of trivial nature, that too not because of any fault in you but because of faults in them, exist. It's all about establishing supremacy no matter what, and behind the smokescreen of religion, law and morals, this is what goes on. I'm just glad that I got acquainted to it. Shit is hilarious. Indians probably come in the global race hierarchy just above the Africans, or at max one level higher than that. That you can suffer infinite hell just because of whims of some was a revelation, and it gets even funnier when they invade your space and do it without provocation, but then when it happens and at a level where retaliation is impossible you get clarity about the world as it exists today and as it has existed since antiquity. Of course brute force and deception is what survives and rules, but then when you delve deeper, if it is possible for you in current political climate, you realise that there is something greater than that in people something which cannot really be oppressed. Personally speaking, shit that I got into, without provocation of any kind at all, is whimsical at best from the side of those who run the game and funnily enough I wasn't even that fond of survival but looking at the incompetence of the assholes running the game I have decided to survive, at least as long as my health permits. After seeing what I have seen, one realises that humanity is irredeemable, corruption due to power is inevitable. Though not all those who have power get corrupted, but after seeing the truth of this country and my supposed region I realise that it is not them who have power at present. When I was younger, I wanted to find myself a woman with whom I could talk about the mysteries of the universe. Space exploration has been one my interests since childhood, space exploration, terraforming planets finding if wormholes really exist. Do you know a lot of stars you see in sky are dead. They die till their light reaches your eyes. How great it would have been to develop self-sustaining ecosystems on Mars. It would have been fun. There are some things that have happened to me that go in the realm of occult, and that makes me realise that even magic, except the magic that resides within people, is for the privileged. The unprivileged get sick and die, no magic saves them. Life, if you are unprivileged, in the present it is just about you dealing with a barrage of victim blaming and gaslighting, and telling you to be thankful despite continued torture and exploitation, and it has been like that since forever. For me it's been like that for quite a while, more than two whole decades, and that's why I say that education is the real magic because it helped me diagnose my problem. I still love the universe and the thought of exploring it, as it is a vast place, so vast that each person on the earth could have a planet of his or her own. But then I remember that individuals that hate you so much that they would send you for infinity in hell just because of some trivial attribute of yours which is actually due to fault within them, and so I realise that even if humans manage to terraform Mars, it would just be a bunch of slaves mining minerals, which is a concept explored in a lot of film and television, one example being the television series The Expanse and recently in the movie, Alien: Romulus, but it becomes worse when one realises that humans are enslaved up to their nerves and since quite sometime.