Sensoria Salvage

Making sense of things feels great. It’s baffling how the world has changed in the past decade and if you have noticed there is a vast cultural change happening in the background in this country including in entertainment, films, music and media. I have finally made sense of my life, and I realise that this is the greatest thing that can happen to a person. The realisation that one is a throwaway cannon fodder is not cool but once one realises it, life becomes easier. I have seen the change happening and I have felt it happening and I have made acquaintance with the truth. Unfortunately, in my case at least the truth turned out to be extremely cheap, and anyway the worldly political truth which unfortunately overshadows every other truth concerning us is money (and resources) and sex. It’s hilarious that the truth turned out to be this cheap, and it might be that there is more to it but ultimately the bottom line is this. I have no idea which asshole allowed this to happen to this country, but it has happened, and it will get progressively worse. I have gone through shit, and I realise that there was absolutely no need for whatever I went through. I would suppose there was a lot of conspiring and shuffling that happened behind the scenes, but I also realise that my expendable nature was already decided, and anyway majority of this country is expendable. God has not been in the picture, and I realise that it has never been in the picture. It’s sad but truth is always better then a god who is just a prop. The thing that is most funny is I was already sacrificial in nature; it’s just after watching this absolute shitshow of rape, torture and genocide that I decided that his country and unfortunately this culture (or whatever is left of it) doesn’t deserve sacrifices. It’s been humiliating, not because it is but because of how the truth of this country is. I mean if things aren’t authentic, what’s the point of it? And I realise that nothing is authentic and I’m someone who thought that he was needlessly dragged into this bullshit but later realised that he already was in the thick of it, of course needlessly dragged a long before I was even able to make sense of it. Truth is baffling if you are a good person, though it’s going to come out and things are going to get funny. This country is a literal shithole and there are no two ways about it, the actual truth of this country is nauseating, and I realise that it has always been like this. I’m just glad that I’m out of the delusional state that I was in and was able to make sense of things.