Stumble Interest

How much hatred does it take to ruin someone's pedigree as well as legacy for something that might be extremely trivial. You might advertently or inadvertently offend some egoes and and that little assumed ego slights hits back at you a million times multiplied, or so you are made to believe. I realise that it's in house hatred that already exists working in the background and making innocents suffer on the baseless whims of those who hold the absolute power. I realised that my future had been decided long back as far as my region (or hometown, whichever it is) is concerned and later on greater scale. When child rapists get involved, in the world of today, you must finally accept that you have made it. When your life is under totalitarian control of absolute low-life gutter scum criminals, you must realise that the hatred of the entity is so much that it doesn't even want to give the satisfaction of getting oppressed and tortured by something respectable. The entity has been throughly humiliated, and it doesn't matter if I come to know the few hidden truths that would seal the fate of its grand humiliation. Though I would be surprised if it is the government or if the government is involved in some capacity, as it would open a whole new can of worms. There are curated cliques, big and small with different linguistic and cultural approaches, not to mention sporadic circlejerks, and I was too busy in my life, focused on survival and working on my future to notice that until I was made to retrospect. It finally got revealed as what it actually was, local hatred of rapists and extortionists of Purvanchal who also moonlight as God and providence. There is an arrangement and I do not need to know more, I already know enough to make my worldview. It is as simple as money, contacts, technology and knowledge, and of course power which unfortunately has been cultivated by irreversibly enslaving people and I had no business in all of this shit. I just wanted to heal people, get a soulmate and drink a few beers but that's kind of too much when you hail from a rapetown. My obsession with culture, and it's preservation is deteriorating as time passes as I have realised it is redundant in a setting that we live in, but that doesn't really take away the fact that it could have been curated in a much better way, but that's a pipe dream because these motherfuckers are focused on mindless rape, exploitation, sadism and murder. The most baffling thing to realise was how simple things actually are in this country, access to internet is directly connected to one's social class and a new Internet technology is such a big thing for these motherfuckers that they despite having literal access to people's minds and bodies go there to satisfy their infinite narcissism and unfortunately kill innocent people for no other reason than they don't like their attributes. I mean I wasn't really kidding when I said that I really thought it was Yahoo Messenger roleplay, because it really was, but then real political state of to this country and the world gradually became clear to me and the cherry on the cake was when absolute low-life rapists criminals literally became my God. It's not that it happened, it was the realisation that such absolute scum has unrestricted access of people. I mean I meant deeper truths of nature and universe when I said I'm a seeker, but what came out in this totally unintentional investigation is politics and at a level so deep where only God should be. These bastards wanted to send me to infinite hell just for writing and wanting to make friends to discuss pop culture and philosophy and having a bunch of beers with, that's cruelty and entitlement to be cruel, but I wonder from where does this entitlement comes from? It's just been seventy something years these motherfuckers got released from sucking cocks of the British. My best guess is that it's a world government and the bastards ruling us themsleves are coolies and slaves of whites and Muslims, that's the only logical explanation, and it would hilarious if they are allowed self-determination and self-governance because that would make the shitshow going on in this country even more demonic and pathetic.