Vidhaan

I sometimes wonder, what is left to write about. For a person like me there isn't much especially after realising that everything is political, but I'm glad that I finally know the reasons to all the troubles I have had in my life. It happens to very few people, majority of people die thinking it's God's plan. The setup is demonic and I realise that it is not because of wanting to retain power, power has been established permanently it's just that these individuals are addicted to rape, exploitation and sadism and derive their dopamine from it and although there are many classes in this country, majorly there are only two classes, one that is permanent and the second that is cannon fodder and dispensable. The suffering I have had in my life has been tremendous and used to think what was my fault, but that's the modus operandi. I wanted to write but ultimately I realised that all art including writing is political because all existence is. It's a closed setup in which only those progress who turn into demons and aid in exploitation while others remain deluded and suffering in some way or the other. As a writer my goal was to write novels and comic books, and as a doctor my goal was to treat patients suffering with mental health issues and my both desires have been ultimately fulfilled, not in the way I wanted but still, the first by the realisation that the time of books and stories has ended as prison that the world is has started expressing itself and ultimately will come out in its final form in a few years, and second, all mental health issues are political persecution, neuropolitical persecution to be exact. We think of Hitler as one of the most cruel and demonic person to ever exist, but the truth is that it might only be true if neuropolitical methods were present in his times, because Mao and Churchill and countless others were responsible for as many deaths as him, and individuals worse than Hitler can ever be, live and control our lives in the present times. History is written by victors and I have realised that most of the times, if not all, it is false and politically motivated. The worst part of it all, I had no business in all this shit but idiocy and bankruptcy of litracy of my region and needless ego of some other individuals kept snowballing. The actual truth is unbelievable and that's what keeps people in disbelief and then there is a whole machinery of lower class rapists dedicated to deluding people in exchange for money and freedom to rape and murder anyone they want, there is no God present here. The politics of this country, the deeper politics and not what see on the television, is mostly falsely accusing people and blaming the victim and exploiting and raping them, there is absolute absence of morality and honour, but I realise that honour is a thing of warriors and royalty and not two time exploiters and rapists as these individuals are. As far as Purvanchal goes, the whole psychology is based on exploitation and not on administration, but then I have been to other places in this country too and it's more or less the same everywhere. The illusion of freedom doesn't last when people stop feeling it, and anyone who knows this country well knows that there is no true justice here. You read the local newspapers and you browse internet and social media and you see lives of people being made into dark humourous spectacles, it's just a bunch of criminals playing God. The end goal seems to be making people deprived of human connection and trapping them into individualised psychological prisons of their own, having empathy in this country has consequences, try it and you'd realise it. My experiences and your experiences might differ but I have seen the ultimate of human slavery and the torture that can be inflcted on human soul, and unfortunately I have realised that things in this country are only going to get worse. The good news however is that even though there is not a speck of morality in the politics that pervades our life, God and truth actually exist, not the type of God that religion talks about, but the God within you, and that God rewards truth.