Born Identity

What to do when ugliness and garbage is being pumped in your head? Their are two ways, one, you recycle it into something useful and two, you analyze it and gain insights from it. Both these methods are useful and increase your knowledge. I was confronted with a deeply ugly India which for a long time kept thinking that it is my subconscious, turned out it was not. What you see outside is the beautiful design on the carpet, but beneath the carpet lies the real ugly shit. People at least majority, are still good but good people in this country are decreasing at a very fast pace, I mean it only takes pushing people out of their moral comfort zone a couple of times. The awareness of the reality of this country is spreading like a wildfire and it might be possible that good people become extinct leaving only helpless people, who are only good because they are helpless, and those who are oppressing and torturing them. People have their consciousnesses though and they are tailored according to the needs and unfortunately whims of the structure they belong to, like in my case that structure might be my hometown and Purvanchal, for someone else it might be their government or corporation. Your private life is open access, and if you thought you are bigger pirate than Jack Sparrow by pirating movies from torrent sites like The Pirate Bay you must know that they have been stealing and pirating your thoughts and feelings since forever and recently they have started repurposing your thoughts and ideas and reselling it to you, one of the ways are the movies you watch, this is one of the reasons I stopped doing research, I would rather give useful ideas to good people who can use them than my original reasearch and authentic ideas to assholes who are lifting it directly from my head and selling it. Sounds like schizophrenia symptom of thought broadcast? You can consider it to be that too. It was baffling that one car company changed its branding when I misread it's logo as "killed in action" during an intense episode of what some would consider psychosis, and some would as neuropsychological gaslighting. One of the amusing thing was involvement of a very famous Hindi newspaper the name of which begins with Dainik (I mean the names of a lot of them begin like that) in active gaslighting which publishes news of housewives getting burnt to death and murders and other local news. So it becomes quite funny to realise the setup that first you cause the news and then you print the news. It is an ecosystem of tyranny in which individuals at the top are doing anything with lives of people which majorly is rape, exploitation, torture and even extortion and a lot of people are unaware and some are but the setup is such that people are totally helpless. These individuals do these things to people and blame it on God. I mean if you remove morality, ethics and humanity from the picture, but the most unfortunate thing is the level of all this being so low. These motherfuckers literally employ village rapists for accessing consciousnesses and bodies of people in Purvanchal, I really don't know about the rest of the country but looking at the general state of this country I think that's the truth of the rest of the country as well. I wonder where the official government intelligence stands in all of this.