Chicken Stake

Life was great when Chicken Soup for Soul books used to get published. Chicken soup is comforting, anyone who has had chicken soup during cold knows that. I remember the beautiful time of around 2012 when I used to actually believe in things, in science, in government, in future. I mean science still kind of stands, though weakly but other things are simply not there. What remains is pure power dynamic. You got to establish your supremacy; how did this country devolve to this. Well, this is the bottom line so one can become prepared, I mean those who can manage to prepare themselves. So 2012 was a great time for me, lovely time in a homely setting. Balcony, Dunhills and the Moon. It’s still comforting, the chicken soup and things are still great but there is one thing absent. Fear of the unknown. The fear of the unknown has turned into the disgust of the known. And I mean it’s kind of very King Solomonesque justice-based disgust. What days those where, there used to be Aadarsh Balak memes, in which Aadarsh  Balak from the posters of 90s childhoods used to smoke pot and beat up his classmates. It took me a little time but I got it, I mean that’s what a lot of Aadarsh Balaks are doing, except me who got his kundalini awakened and third eye opened, just kidding there is no kundalini awakening, it’s just your mind making a totality of patterns you have seen throughout your life according to your personality and basic preferences. I mean I’m kind of a lot like Julia Cameron (the author of Artist’s way) but unfortunately due to the videogame this country is, I had to develop a Stephen King in me too. Isn’t it a great life, healing people, coming back home and reading books and playing videogames? That’s what my life is at present except one caveat, I am aware of what was unknown to me and now is known. It’s unfortunate but safe too, because end result is same in both, being aware just saves you extra suffering. I mean humans are into pain avoidance and pleasure seeking and while I was never a pleasure seeking individual but I kind of wanted to avoid the pain that was not essential, turns out all pain is nonessential. I kind of enjoy videogames, have been playing them since childhood and there was a break from 2008 to 2016, but since I didn’t want to play the games the grown-ups play, with the blessings of God of course, I switched back to videogames though I don’t play them much, but I do collect them. I am playing the greatest game a grown up can play so I kind of avoid other mini grown up games like office politics and such things. You should understand the setup of grown up games too, it’s like a cybersports veterans playing with six year olds. So you should realise that grown up games are not really a big deal, the stakes are real of course but not for those who play them, which is kind of disappointing.