Mixed Fruit Jam

The smell of the first rain hitting the soil, do you remember it? Life has a lot to offer. I remember a prominent comics creator hating rains because in his childhood the ceiling in his home used to leak during rains and that reminds me of a joke, "I hate eating pineapples, because I was raped in Hawai". That's the thing about life, associations. You have to stop associating and generalising. Generalising does help sometimes, in fact maybe a lot of times, and the brain does have a habit of generalising to save time, but you should develop a habit of judging things on their individual merits and demerits if things are not urgent and if you have time. How hard is it to disassociate a leaking roof that wets your bed and household items, or a pineapple from an unfortunate event. It depends actually but efforts can be made. If you are able to do that world becomes a beautiful things and pockets of hatred and revenge become smaller and smaller and the larger area that had hate and revenge now is just occupied by caution and forgiveness. One needs to learn to trust their instincts but before that one needs to learn if what they are thinking of as their instinct is really their instinct, this is unfortunately the kind of world we are living in, even what we feel and the thoughts in our heads might not be our own. The level of psychology in this country is very low, because those who owns this country didn't even bother about thinking people as deserving of something higher that Pavlovian psychology. It's a simplified process reward and punishment (though punishment is not actually punishment in a lot of cases as the fault is not with the person who did the thing to deserve the punishment, so it essentially becomes torture) or reward and torture, or in its simplified process pleasure and pain. You go a bit higher in human realm and, I can tell of Purvanchal, it is favours and revenge. A lot of human dealing is based on human revenge. The controllers of the shithole really believe that a man who has forgotten a childhood insult would really take it out on someone he barely knows just because he shares some common attribute to the person who inflicted that insult and this is the level of psychology in this country and we are talking both psychology and neuropsycholgy here. It is because these motherfuckers are criminally insane and only focused on rape and exploitation and have built the psychology around it and optimised it to the maximum level it could have been optimised. The focus is sex and money (and resources) which due to absolute upper hand in power dynamic has become rape and exploitation and of course needless conspiring is there. At this point they are just having fun, getting you raped in Muzaffarpur so that you grow up hating litchis.