Slaughterhouse 108

There is duality in how women are treated in this country, below a strata they are a prize and above a strata they are fleshlights and none consider them human. I have indulged in locker room talks with my friends but for me and a lot of guys they are like dark humour, a source of fun without actually meaning it, the problem arises when the actual providence of this nation treats women as inferior and as fleshlights, and even the most inferior bottom of the barrel scum of the establishment that governs lives of people shares this sentiment. The masculine needs the feminine though I discarded my need for the feminine when I realised that it is something that has to be achieved through money and status instead of genuine mutual appreciation among two participants and desire to spend life together. I married according to my family's wishes despite being too young to marry and I made my marriage a happy one so it doesn't really matter, but it's not about me, it's about the setup and how women are treated, as baits for men, as fleshlights, as spoils of war by the entity that is essentially and practically at the place of God in this nation. The general situation in this nation is deteriorating and I truly have no idea how much hand in it is of the government in power because I know for sure that it's not only the government running this country and the totalitarianism that is being practiced is at a deeper level of existence and it's been like that even when Congress was in power. It's not a problem when you are not aware but it is a problem now when I realise that the control is absolute and centralised. How funny is that in the reign of a government that claims to be hindu nationalistic the refinement of indic culture is disappearing and crudeness and vulgarity is flourishing and if someone opposes this systematic approach of lowering the narrative of lives of common people he would be hit with "oh you watch pornography on the internet", you see the mechanism, don't you? These bastards are weaponising the very needs of people against them and preventing them from expressing them in a mature, dignified way turning them into hypocritical beasts. They first did it with lower classes, destroying the folk culture retaining it only as tokens to show the whites in five star hotels and then they are now coming for the middle class. Earning an honest living is actually getting difficult in this country, they real went in for all out totalitarianism and having dirt on every citizen of this country and rendering them susceptible to blackmail when the need arises. I mean that's one way to retain the power. Hinduism is dead, the actual Hinduism, the one that gave exiled Parsis shelter and it seems to me that now it is a bitch of whites, Muslims and communists and the gameplan of amplifying the dogma while deleting the tolerance is going on. It's funny how demonic levels of sexual repression and rape coexists in this country and I'm sure that if a common man finds his soulmate or even a friend as a companion he would never cheat, I mean actually and intentionally cheat. These motherfuckers are depriving people of genuine connections while keeping the Indian family and relation dynamics which includes relatives intact as it just gives them more field to play with. I'm a writer at heart so my muses fulfill my need for companionship and given the status of women in this country it is better for men to have fictional women instead of projecting their ideal woman on a poor lady who is already being oppressed and manipulated in this shitty nation. I mean I have Druuna, I have The Bride from Kill Bill and I have so many other women who are basically idealisations of men to give me comfort. I think the way they are turning men into rapists in this nation, it would be a better approach for women too. This country is over, what remains is a slaughterhouse in which most animals don't know they are being slaughtered, some like me however are completely aware of what is coming for them.