Standard Operating Procedure

There are worlds that are waiting to be created and explored. I'm just glad that I could see them and get inspiration. The hatred is baffling, but it's a reality. Still, knowing the cause for your suffering is a thousand times better than suffering without knowing what is behind your suffering. My suffering has been totally needless, but then I would suppose that's the case with majority of the people in this land. Not being able to feel the night breeze, feel and enjoy the nature and the sunrise is a curse and when you get cursed for no reason at all shit gets straight. You see monkeys wielding laser guns. That's what the deal about the shit is, they make monkeys wield laser guns in this country. The retardation is absolutely real. When personal preferences start getting censored shit starts to get funny. I wanted to support Indian football leagues, though that is not my intent anymore. Fuck sports. Except martial arts and freestyle motocross of course. Rock for me is like pizza now a days, a matter of deservedness. How do you even deserve rock when you grow up listening to rock music. The backwardness is purely digital at this point, and that's what makes me realise that bullet trains, and expressways are redundant in this kind of a setting. People just don't know about the redundancy. Rock is not going away in my case. Though it has in fact stopped getting created. My game is simple, food is food, entertainment is entertainment and vehicles and appliances are vehicles and appliances. Is this the mythical adulthood and adulting people talk about or I'm feeling something different? You live for long and you realise that psychiatrists are just pimps of pharmacological products. What actually heals insanity is kindness, empathy and love. I was never insane, I was just too sane and so attempts were made, from the very culture that I loved so much, and it made me realise that the culture I loved so much is a sham and it's just alive because of lovely people that live in it, the way it is controlled is mathematical unless it's the time for rape, and so my lovely culture is committing seppuku little by little. I remember the psychiatrist dude who smoked two cigarettes at once and drank heavily. I get it now. I smoke heavily too but one cigarette at a time. A place where criminals are above psychiatrists is effectively not worth living at and that would apply on whole of this ancient civilization. There is no ancient civilization, it's an eyewash. What actually is there is high resolution photos and low resolution photos. You can't afford an expensive phone and your memories are fucked forever. Kodak and Fujifilm can't do shit anymore. The best part of the story is that I know the truth. That's the best part and so I do not suffer, no matter how much suffering is inflicted on me. Sweet isn't it? A bunch of assholes deciding what is hubris when they don't even have the capacity of identifying hubris. You are made to be Dr. Faustus when you never sold your soul at all. Myth is necessary though and so is mythology, but it doesn't work in the hands of assholes whose only qualification is being rapists. It's a cause and effect chain that progressively got worse for me and the cause was not me or within me. It's kind of like Murphy's law and now it's progressively getting worse for these motherfuckers. I didn't know but it seems like Murphy's law works equally on everyone. It was sad to realise that the only rule this country has is pulling rules out of your assholes when it is convenient. Of course dal, chawal, ghee and aloo bhujiya is the best comfort food ever. These bastards are working overtime at present. There is no IB, there is no RAW. There never was. There is no judiciary, unless it's a matter of land. Your life, delusions and experiences might be different so your truth might be different but bottomline is this. I kind of dreamed to be in the army when I was younger, sitting on the ground with my brothers in arms with my rifle by my side and smoking a cigarette or when I got a little mature, being an army medic and firing my pistol to reach where I had to go to save lives. It's all drama. There are no bigger fools than the idiots who die on the borders so that these rapists can rape in peace. I'm free of my social responsibilities, I made sure that I'm, and what I do now is just a bonus. I have a lot to do, the chief among them is trying to survive, and then there is the job of creating worlds. I will create worlds which are lost and create new worlds in my free time. Freedom was not in 1947, it was drama. For me freedom is now.