Thou Art The Ruler of Hearts and Minds of People

As I matured I realise that emotional trauma is great for personality development just how catholic guilt is great for it. I studied in a convent school so I know a thing or two about catholic guilt and it's funny how Hindu, Christian and scientific cosmology existed simultaneously in my head and I don't think that's a bad thing, all it taught me was tolerance coexisting with rationality. The best part in all of this is that I had a extremely happy and warm childhood, yes resources were limited but I didn't want anything more than comics and I still remember how my father got me a remote control car despite my mother's objection. The issue is that now a lot of kids are being deprived of happy childhoods and since I know the truth of this nation now I realise that it is to produce automatons who can be easily controlled. The political situation is such that you don't belong to your family and your family doesn't belong to you at least it's the bottom line when all delusions are stripped. They have really gone for a Snowpiercer style stratification and ensuring that the fourth class continues to rape and murder each other. I mean you have to actually learn Defence against the Dark Arts the psychological version to deal with these motherfuckers. I finally got to know the truth of why it's the good people who always suffer and the truth is because this country at the psychological plane is governed by genocidal rapists who think of goodness as a thing to be exploited. It's however the parents responsibility that kids have happy childhoods but the way totalitarianism is spreading in the world, parents are ultimately going to be helpless. The least they could do is try and they will due to parental instincts but then the setup is such that even parental instincts can be made to get compromised. I have seen this shitshow for a decade and I'm now sure that there is no greater purpose to it, these bastards are actually doing whatever they want, murdering anyone they want and raping anyone they want. I mean I couldn't have thought that this could be the truth with all the religious, mythological, moral bullshit that we studied in school but who are we kidding we have been seeing this India throughout our lives, choosing to ignore it. Though I ultimately realised that this "India" lives in our heads and in our nerves.