Whistling and Yodelling

When you get rid of the delusions all that remains is absolute truth. It's painful at first but then it becomes kind of liberating and the knowledge that it is the truth, however terrible it may be, becomes comforting. If we see nature, and even if we excuse clothing and shelter, water and food were supposed to be free. It all ultimately boils down to politics and economics. A good way to do a hitjob on people who advocate clean water and food as a basic human right is falsely accusing them and branding them as communists. Truth is that a lot of communists in history, other than those who actually controlled the ideology and the setup were good people, who thought communism was a way to an equitable world, they were wrong but then we can't blame them as there was not so much information freely available as it is now. The truth is that no ideology is good enough and all ideology would be ultimately co-opted for greed and power consolidation. Humans have a way of pissing on poles. The only good ideology is minding your own business and doing your work honestly. When I see kids in South India getting eggs and other things in meals during mid-day meals, I compare it to eastern Uttar Pradesh, a place I was proud to belong to but now I think it's unfortunate that I belong from here, where kids get rice and salt for mid-day meals. These motherfuckers are demonic to say the least. Though I'm just glad that it's not the common people, who are beautiful. My culture has been destroyed and there is not a thing that I could do about it. You go to Varanasi, the "spiritual capital" of India and people use Indian mythology and religious scriptures to cope, and unfortunately a lot of scum of the earth use religious philosophy to justify things to others as I have grown to realise that these low-life scum do not need to justify anything to themsleves they have co-opted religion for exploitation. I am probably one of the most tortured people on the planet and you can take it with a pinch of salt but also remember that I am a physician and so I'm, other than my personal experiences, aware of what actual suffering is. The truth of this country which I have been able to decode after demonic levels of physical and mental suffering delivered most probably by my hometown and region is that it is a multilevel oligarchic feudal structure, and not in a good way, behind the facade of a functional government and its totally not about BJP and Congress in fact Congress can be directly blamed for where we are today. It's politics, religion and economics co-opted for cementing power and for profit and has been weaponised against common people, in Purvanchal it's the state of complete totalitarian slavery and the fun part is that people are kept uneducated so they think it's their fate when the truth is that absolutely uneducated, corrupt and incompetent assholes are doing anything they want with the lives of people and unfortunately with the lives of people who are way better than them in all respects. The best part, I had no business in all this. I just had academic and research goals and I wanted to help people as a physician, didn't really offend anyone, did no protest of any sort so my suffering really seems like a pre-emptive strike though it gets diluted and turns into simple local hatred when I realise that I have been going through terrible physical and mental suffering since more than twenty years.