Your Worlds and The World

You should choose the worlds you inhabit it and in today’s world of you should make sure, just for the sake of your dignity, that you inhabit worlds you have purchased or built, that is if you are a good man or women. You know the best place to get inspiration from? It’s the nature. The nature holds secrets that haven’t yet been deciphered. It’s seeming like oversaturation, the knowledge about the nature but it’s not really oversaturated. There is still a lot of knowledge left to be discovered and learnt from nature. The same goes for the universe but the universe is not accessible to a common person, though he can wonder with the knowledge he already has. Wonder and imagination are beautiful things and so is curiosity. In today’s world it’s hard to find someone to share your curiosity and wonder but that shouldn’t matter, you must have yourself to explore your curiosity and wonder.  I recently bought a book about how different animals perceive the world. Our perception is limited, and we don’t see a lot of things that other animals can see, one of the examples would be spectrum of light and colours. We can’t really see infrared and ultraviolet, but some animals can see, like the fish. I wanted to explore the domain of sickness, of mind and body both but I have done it, and I have reached the edge, I mean health research becomes redundant when active insidious murder and genocide of people is going on at a deeper level. It’s this simple, the flow of money to you or your family can be prevented, and we all know that health requires money. You get admitted in a hospital and the bill increases at an exponential rate. I wanted to become a doctor to help people, but I realised that it is just another market, and people can’t really be helped. Your health directly depends upon the amount of money you have and if you are poor your best bet is your immunity and that’s just natural selection at work. This doesn’t baffle me, as I know it. What baffles me is the large-scale drama of saving lives goes on literally saving zero lives. There are health and healthcare conferences to what end I have no idea. There were drug experiments going on the unprivileged for leprosy, and back then I used to think that they were already suffering so drug experiments might even help them, but back then I didn’t know the truth. In a third world you can do anything with lives of people. There is recently a lot of criticism of Mother Teresa on the social media, I mean I don’t really care if she converted lepers, sick and helpless to Christianity if she took in and even clean the wounds of the lepers, the sick and the dying. I have a distinct image from my childhood visiting Haridwar and lepers and others with severe disease sitting at holy places and no one paying attention to them at all except for some who dropped some money and coins. I have realised that one can’t really help anyone and I have broke the code of helping people. Help only those who come to you for help and those in emergency, the help wouldn’t last long though as “God” may have other plans for them, but then at least you did your part. Now when I see jokes on Instagram about the plane of doctors having a cure of cancer crashing, my laugh is about realising how dark the joke actually is than it is intended to be. I mean 90s bollywood was absolutely right about helping people getting you in shit, but then how was I supposed to know.