End of A Civilization

While I found joy in my childhood due to my family and community, as I matured I was able to know the actual truth about this nation. I realised that "hell is other people" and while during my college days I focused on psychiatry as I wanted to be a psychiatrist but with time I realised that mental health problems are nothing but neuropolitical exploitation and it's a slavery, rape and exploitation setup perpetuated by a nexus of old money, politicians, industrialists, corporations, mafia and godmen. The government is only on paper and works as working arm of the nexus I just talked about. I wouldn't be talking about all this but I do because it is directly connected to the health of people. When you realise the extent and absoluteness of control you finally realise how demonic this nation is, which would only be fine if it is still under, although neuropolitically, control of the West. I have seen the setup and if by a chance these motherfuckers have autonomy in governance of this nation that would mean that you are living under a government populated by the kind of guys who like Slumdog Millionaire scoop out eyes of children and make them beg at signals. When an ancient culture and a third world country is not authentic and has Westworld like control setup then there cannot really be any hope for authenticity in this world. I belong from Purvanchal, and I know how beautiful my culture was but it has given me nothing but pain, it's a liability and not because of people from other cultures but because of individuals who are in control of the culture. I mean what could psychiatry do when the issue is you getting exploited at neurological level by local village rapists. You understand the concept of village rapists, don't you? The same kind who prevent lower class people from entering temples and rape women of a person's family in front of him to assert dominance, these are the kind of individuals who are shaping the culture in Purvanchal and when I go to Varanasi and see people talking in terms of mythology and Ramcharitmanas it makes me sick. I realise that while I can save my memories and vibes in my writings, my culture is effectively dead because it was in hands of village rapists who value only sex and money. I find it funny that psychiatrists who spend years, close to a decade, in medical colleges to help people with mental health get trumped by village rapists. The value of a village rapist is more than a psychiatrist in this country. I really have to see the face of the asshole who designed this setup. Of course there is no God but you got to visit the temple because your visits to temples and how many times you organise Satyanarayana Katha get logged in your account, faith is mathematics for these motherfuckers. In short in Purvanchal village rapists are your God, they just took an already existing system and made it undetectable while rape, sadism and torture is as potent as before. It's easy to put blame on BJP but BJP only brought out the symptoms, it's actually Congress that is responsible for the rot, given if ever Congress was in control. The way things are my guess is that the influence of the British never actually went away and they control the colony through their proxies at a neurological level. I'm a health professional and so I know that there is a genocide of people going on in this country and I'm totally not overstating it. And if I talk politically, they are dismantling all hierarchies except the one hierarchy that they are in, and genociding old classy families. My advice is to try to have as much fun as possible and spending as much time with family as possible. If you value authenticity and purpose then this country has ended and it's probably because the controllers of this country either are slaves of Whites and Muslims or have sold themselves to them. There is no bigger picture here, small happinesses are all that is left.