12th Fail and BA Pass

You have to highlight the beauty, but that can only be done if beauty remains. It's funny that a law abiding citizen writes stuff that can be termed against the establishment but guess when I know the truth I must write about what is essentially a criminal syndicate. I realised if you can't live an authentic life in a third world country and it is pre-programmed then you can't do it anywhere in the world. People have been writing since forever Dostoevsky did, Kafka did and so many after them did, and things only got progressively worse for the common folk because once criminals have absolute power they just keep tightening the grip and deleting the ways out of slavery. Here is a silver lining though, noone can really know you, it can be tragic to hear I but don't fret, those who have love in their hearts can know you, the criminals however won't be able to know you despite having access to all your memories, thoughts and relationships because they are incapable of doing that. I was never a materialistic person, all I seeked was happiness but happiness evades people in this day and age because it something that is empowering and empowerment is not the deal in the present times. Materialism though I must assert that it is absolutely essential for physical survival and so you must try your best to earn and even hoard money. Relationships are beautiful, but in the current political scenario of this country, they are not going to last. The goal is to make each person a lonely island, and that's what your instagram algorithm is doing, feeding you exactly what is required to make you a lonely island of your interests and likings, and the maximum communication you can get is in the comments section of the instagram reels and YouTube videos you liked. Is rebellion feared? Only if people come to know what is being done to their lives, but since everyone is a lonely island only a few would be able to really know what is going on in this country. Why do you think the IAS and IPS of this country are sending their sons and daughters to America? Is it BJP? To be truthful, I don't know but I don't think so. The maximum it can be that it is "also" BJP. The control has been since forever and it's localised and stratified. It goes on from your village and upwards and that means the local rapists of your village as well as your corporate boss, depends actually if he is complicit and part of the structure, can access your life. It's mostly about being perennially hypocritical and two-faced. Unfortunately the only two-face I like is the Batman villain. I just saw a video of a restaurant owner in Mumbai getting slapped by goons for not speaking in Marathi. That's what is destiny for middle class people in this country, getting slapped around while trying to survive. I don't really have the entertainment of my kind, as it has stopped being made, I was interested in authentic Indian rock and Indian comics and it has been obliterated from the scene, and I don't have any interest in watching poverty porn propaganda like "12th Fail" by privileged voyeurs posing to be auteurs. Authentic blogs documenting culture and literature within the country have gone extinct so I try to find the remaining and curate them. Here is a blog for you to see for yourself, and you should check it out: gyandutt.com. I mean I kind of know that I'm just like Johnny Sins or Jordi for some elite rich aunty, and this gets compounded by the fact that I'm a medicine man and I know the depths of human body, mind and souls. It's way worse for middle class girls though who are basically whores of the rich. Sounds crazy? The way this country is going it won't in a few years. The culture has been decimated and I don't know about other regions, but I have seen the culture of my region get decimated since the 90s while preserving the external appearance in the lower strata though things are not the same. I mean I would have preferred eating Chana Zor Garam in the Dussehra Mela of my hometown and reading Idgah by Premchand than owning an offroader, even though these things are mutually exclusive. I would have preferred Maruti 800 to KIA Seltos if it means sacrificing my peace of mind, but that's what the deal is, the poor and somehow still kind guy selling Chana Zor Garam gets brutally murdered while rapists zip around in Fortuners. The homelessness we see in this country is not comparable to the homelessness in America, because unlike America we actually had a culture. Now all you get is criminals fleecing you at Anand Vihar Station, and asshole cab drivers trying to fool you, while young boys who are about to be turned into assholes just like the cab drivers are delivering for "quick commerce" companies, I mean I kind of preferred it more when I personally used to go to Gupta Ji's general store but then we all are too tired and depressed to go out and do shopping. I find it funny when companies like Tata who have "established" themsleves in this country, and now I finally know how, despite being Parsis don't have the gall to colonise Persia while a lot of Indian companies at present are actually colonising Africa. I have a strong belief the cucks can't really pull off colonisation, and that's visible in India as these bastards are incapable of having an expeditionary force like Marine Corps and a functional Navy and are actually busy colonising and torturing their own people. I have strong doubts about being actually ruled by Indians, I think these motherfuckers are just puppets of some external power. It's anyway too late to say all this. Philosophically I can't say more than what Dostoevsky, Kafka and Nietzsche haven't already said. The thing that disappointed me most about this country however is absolute lack of aesthetics and aesthetics being actually reserved for the privileged whose head is so deep in West's asshole that they don't even care about Indian aesthetics.