Shanti Kunj

It's about freedom to listen to Trent Reznor; but the catch is that if you have to need the freedom to listen to Trent Reznor, Trent Reznor stops to matter. Hells can be designed for people and there are as many hells possible as there are people in the world. It's not about the hell, it's whether the individuals delivering hell to people deserve to deliver hells to people. I mean when undeserving gatekeep people from listening to Trent Reznor one is forced to think about it and then one realises that it is in fact only the undeserving who gatekeep people. Shitshow is tremendous and it's funny too. It gets incredibly funny when one has to go through a totally needless humiliation ritual, and especially when one has done nothing to deserve that. I'll give you an example of it. It is like someone invites you to a party and when you go to it, he humiliates you despite you having done nothing to deserve it. What does that tell about the one inviting you? Of course it is hatred and of course it is baseless. It was post my thirties that I realised that religion and politics, that too of rape and exploitation, are closely interconnected in this country. Before that I used to think that religion in this country is handled by the kind of people who wrote philosophical works on yoga, on Puranas and Vedas. Turns out it's is all a performative drama though one has to know and remember that it's not the fault of the philosophy but of those who have control of it. What I tell is bottomline, and while you should enjoy the delusion that is assigned to you, you should also know the bottomline truth. I find it funny that my region is so inferior that an asshole from South India can judge me solely based on my region despite having all the data about me and while I didn't consider my region inferior and which it originally wasn't, now I know for a fact that it is inferior I mean that's what you get when literal village rapists and extortionists control the culture. My culture is dead, and the final nail in its coffin was when recently Sharda Sinha died. There are a few glimmers of hope, like Deepali Sahay, but they would be consumed by the systemic exploitation and wouldn't be able to do what they are capable of. It was baffling to me when I realised that there weren't any religious or moral reasons for the suffering of people, these motherfuckers are just torturing and ending anyone they want based on their whims, the reasons they pull out of their assholes after they are done torturing and raping people. The basic game is of faux analogies, and it reminds me of a piece of writing that I read in a book from Shanti Kunj, Haridwar. A sage despite living a pious life suffered tremendously whole of his life and when during the end of his life he asked God why did he suffer in his life despite following every ritual and living a pious life, he was told that it is because he killed a butterfly when he was a kid. It's normalisation of suffering, which is okay if we are really stretching it but when we see the other side of the story the suffering is actually torture on the whims of actual criminals. I was into psychiatry but I finally realised that there is no recovery from psychiatric conditions in this country at least. When you normalise hypocrisy and schadenfreude in people half of the job is done and this has been already achieved in Purvanchal and that's why I say that my culture is dead. Authenticity only remains in lower classes and it is fast disappearing, and I make sure that I soak in it while it is still there. These motherfuckers with cock of the West in their assholes are making the unprivileged carry the burden of culture and traditions while at the same time torturing them. I like my Trent Reznor and gatekeeping Trent Reznor was a new development which manifested in 2013 but I'm thankful because I finally got to know what my lovely people go through on a daily basis. And this shit gets worse when you realise that it's your local mafia and contractors, unfortunately they are literally your God. It's hilarious to see that I'm deeper than the deep state of this country, but then my depth is the very thing ladies have always liked me for.